been a long time since i last cooked for more than 1 person :D it was a nice feeling seeing the other party enjoying the food :D yes, i can cook fairly well ok? :D
i m getting more and more domesticated. and that is bad. given the fact that the other party is... erm.... not really available. =.="
cant believe we've known each other for almost 10yrs already :D time flies.
is this what i want?
hmmmm......
on another note, my future lady boss started to give me assignments already. ya. she emailed me late night last night to source for hotels for the upcoming event. i am ok about it coz at least when i really start work, one part of the job will already be done :D i am still reading up on the products. tooooo wordy... toooooo wordy.... :P i foresee the hardest part is calling up ppl to participate the event. ppl who are super busy. aiyayayayaya...... what have i gotten myself into??
another source of worry is the acid attack. will be working in Bangsar and Bangsar is one of the place of attack. tiu. parking is also another issue.
but all these are minor concern. really. nothing beats getting outta this hell hole :D
MF is still an asshole. :D we exchanged emails the other day and he insulted me big time. which i lashed back at him. he reminded me how come i fell outta love with him.
he is like a fucking unstable time bomb. one moment he is so damn fucking sweet and nice and i got reminded of why i was so rakus about him and the next, he became so damn fucking obnoxious, i will to slap him a few times.
but i m seriously over him la. he still owes me money =.=" almost a year already.
Mr Unattainable is constantly in my mind and it sux. coz he is not attainable!!
why cant i get involve in a normal relationship?
Obelix is also kinda back in my life *blush* we are sort of planning a trip together. and yes, he is also unattainable. with kids.
see the bloody vicious cycle? why am i being like that?
i want to be domesticated leh. but why am i involved with ppl that i cant be domesticated with?
i wanna get married and have 2.5 kids :D*gasp* ya... me, married. kids. ya. how la? :(
Showing posts with label MF. Show all posts
Showing posts with label MF. Show all posts
Thursday, May 12, 2011
Friday, February 25, 2011
something to share
... i find it really 'zar tou' and i really wanna share this :D
So last nite MF was telling me stories about his staffs. and one of the story makes me LOL and laughed non stop. coz i can imagine how 'zar tou' he was. he is afterall someone really no nonsense and serious.... :D
The story goes like this, he has a staff who suddenly went MIA for about 2-3 weeks. obviously he got self terminated la. anyway, since the staff has some commission left with the company, MF called the staff about 3 weeks after he 1st went MIA. After the initial small talk, MF went for the plunge to ask why didnt he turn up for work:
mf: you know, if you have problem, you can always talk it out.
staff: *in all serious tone* no la... no one can help me at all
mf: you are staying with your parents, right? if you have problem, i m very sure they can help you or give you moral support. or if you want, you can always talk to me
staff: *still very serious and sad tone* no la.... this problem no one can help me one...
mf: what is it? do you want to tell me? maybe it will be a relieved for you?
staff: *a bit wavering, but still serious and sad* no la, you really want me to tell you why i didnt turn up for work?
mf: well, if it makes u feel better, ya, why not?
staff: i went to the fortune teller the other day and he told me my stars are not aligned and i should not step out of the house for 6 weeks. that's why i cant turn up for work.
mf:....
staff: ....
mf:...
staff: ....
*silence for about a minute*
mf: ok... so when do you want to come and collect your cheque?
staff: i cant leave the house until my stars are aligned again
mf: you mean you have been staying at home this whole time??
staff: ya.
zar dou or not????? next time i dont wanna come to work, i can use this excuse liao! my stars not aligned!!!
like wtf??? roflmao!!! when mf told me last nite, i was actually about to pop in some glutinous rice into my mouth. luckily, i smart. wanna wait till he finish his story before i eat. if not i sure choke to death one!!! :P
So last nite MF was telling me stories about his staffs. and one of the story makes me LOL and laughed non stop. coz i can imagine how 'zar tou' he was. he is afterall someone really no nonsense and serious.... :D
The story goes like this, he has a staff who suddenly went MIA for about 2-3 weeks. obviously he got self terminated la. anyway, since the staff has some commission left with the company, MF called the staff about 3 weeks after he 1st went MIA. After the initial small talk, MF went for the plunge to ask why didnt he turn up for work:
mf: you know, if you have problem, you can always talk it out.
staff: *in all serious tone* no la... no one can help me at all
mf: you are staying with your parents, right? if you have problem, i m very sure they can help you or give you moral support. or if you want, you can always talk to me
staff: *still very serious and sad tone* no la.... this problem no one can help me one...
mf: what is it? do you want to tell me? maybe it will be a relieved for you?
staff: *a bit wavering, but still serious and sad* no la, you really want me to tell you why i didnt turn up for work?
mf: well, if it makes u feel better, ya, why not?
staff: i went to the fortune teller the other day and he told me my stars are not aligned and i should not step out of the house for 6 weeks. that's why i cant turn up for work.
mf:....
staff: ....
mf:...
staff: ....
*silence for about a minute*
mf: ok... so when do you want to come and collect your cheque?
staff: i cant leave the house until my stars are aligned again
mf: you mean you have been staying at home this whole time??
staff: ya.
zar dou or not????? next time i dont wanna come to work, i can use this excuse liao! my stars not aligned!!!
like wtf??? roflmao!!! when mf told me last nite, i was actually about to pop in some glutinous rice into my mouth. luckily, i smart. wanna wait till he finish his story before i eat. if not i sure choke to death one!!! :P
Monday, February 8, 2010
it's official
i m over MF. but i am lusting over him. had some erotic dreams about him yesterday morning.... wahahhahahahahahahahaha
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
i was pretty emo last nite. about what? a lot of stuffs lor, financial, family, ifer and him.
financial - i dont wanna talk about it.
family - it's always though during festive seasons. i know, i know, it's my choice and i should just live with it. i m living with it but i am also human, i also got feelings one lor. in front of everyone i told them i dont care. i am not celebrating cny. but i do feel shitty inside lor. but there's no turning back alre. the u-turn has been blocked. so i can only go straight ahead.
him - been a long time since i last heard from him. last nite we talked for awhile and all those buried feelings suddenly rushed out. why like this?
ifer - i miss ifer alot. when i was going thru the shitty period with my fam a few years back, her whole family welcomed me like their own. it was a fun trip going back to their kampung in their dad's small little car with all 5 of us cramped into it. and then it was fun taking the bus back to kl. a usual 3.5hrs drive to the kampung takes about 7hrs bus ride back. coz the bus stops every fucking where :D and we were standing for more than half the ride back :D it was fun. when we reached kl, we walked around Petaling St before 3 of us (ifer and her sis and i) head back to my rented room in subang and they stayed a nite and we had fun laughing and joking all the way. i missed that. i also missed the bond that ifer and i shared. :( seriously, most of the crazy stunts i did in my life were with her lor.... when we are craving for jeruk mangga (pickled mangos), we will drive around the nearby neighborhood and steal some raw mangoes :D or when we wanted to get a valid mc for the next day's calculus test coz we didnt study/practice, she wears her bikini and me wearing my pj and sat outside the thunderstorm hoping that we will fall sick :P and walked around ss15 like that :D or... ok... i just realized the rest of the more memorable memories with her are a tad too illegal to blog about it :D it was just illegal crazy stunts that we did not knowing how much trouble we might get into if we got caught :D
so, ya... i think i think too much. time to take out the brains and put it in the freezer again.
i wanted to cry last nite. but i was too fucking exhausted to cry. but i felt like crying... and i scroll thru the songs that i have in my hp... niama! dont have tears inducing songs also!!! so i fed up... today i transferred more tears inducing songs into my phone.... in case i need to cry again :D
financial - i dont wanna talk about it.
family - it's always though during festive seasons. i know, i know, it's my choice and i should just live with it. i m living with it but i am also human, i also got feelings one lor. in front of everyone i told them i dont care. i am not celebrating cny. but i do feel shitty inside lor. but there's no turning back alre. the u-turn has been blocked. so i can only go straight ahead.
him - been a long time since i last heard from him. last nite we talked for awhile and all those buried feelings suddenly rushed out. why like this?
ifer - i miss ifer alot. when i was going thru the shitty period with my fam a few years back, her whole family welcomed me like their own. it was a fun trip going back to their kampung in their dad's small little car with all 5 of us cramped into it. and then it was fun taking the bus back to kl. a usual 3.5hrs drive to the kampung takes about 7hrs bus ride back. coz the bus stops every fucking where :D and we were standing for more than half the ride back :D it was fun. when we reached kl, we walked around Petaling St before 3 of us (ifer and her sis and i) head back to my rented room in subang and they stayed a nite and we had fun laughing and joking all the way. i missed that. i also missed the bond that ifer and i shared. :( seriously, most of the crazy stunts i did in my life were with her lor.... when we are craving for jeruk mangga (pickled mangos), we will drive around the nearby neighborhood and steal some raw mangoes :D or when we wanted to get a valid mc for the next day's calculus test coz we didnt study/practice, she wears her bikini and me wearing my pj and sat outside the thunderstorm hoping that we will fall sick :P and walked around ss15 like that :D or... ok... i just realized the rest of the more memorable memories with her are a tad too illegal to blog about it :D it was just illegal crazy stunts that we did not knowing how much trouble we might get into if we got caught :D
so, ya... i think i think too much. time to take out the brains and put it in the freezer again.
i wanted to cry last nite. but i was too fucking exhausted to cry. but i felt like crying... and i scroll thru the songs that i have in my hp... niama! dont have tears inducing songs also!!! so i fed up... today i transferred more tears inducing songs into my phone.... in case i need to cry again :D
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
weird dream
setting: my kluang house before it is clustered with mom's junks
MF suddenly became the BKT guru and he was lecturing me on BKT 101. =.="
err... actually, i dont really wanna get into details. nothing 18SX happened la. just weird.
i do know where did the dream derived from. i had BKT for dinner with Finger and Mr. 5cm last nite and i called MF to wish him happy bday last nite.
but i dont knw how come my mind can be so creative to create such weird dream....
MF suddenly became the BKT guru and he was lecturing me on BKT 101. =.="
err... actually, i dont really wanna get into details. nothing 18SX happened la. just weird.
i do know where did the dream derived from. i had BKT for dinner with Finger and Mr. 5cm last nite and i called MF to wish him happy bday last nite.
but i dont knw how come my mind can be so creative to create such weird dream....
this is more like a bitching blog than a cowie blog now. yes! i wanna bitch again!
you see, the thing is, i still have this thing for MF for god knows how long already la. And MF has this gf whom Carmen, Desmond and I met when we went back to Kluang a few months back. So anyway, this gf of his, Ms Wong, was either really shy or really lansi coz we were @ Hoover having breakfast and she was practically ignoring me eventhough we were sitting next to each other. Which honestly speaking, i m ok with that.... coz i m seriously not that hard up for her friendship. it will make things complicated when he dumps her.
yes, he is gonna dump her and move on to another one. i dont think she is his one true love. i think he still loves his ex a lot. so anyway.... today is MF's bday and i, as usual, go overboard. Called him last nite around 12.30am to wish him, then i logged in to my FB and decided to leave a bday msg to him @ his wall and think nothing of it.
then this morning when i came into the office, i checked my email, and my my! Ms Wong has sent a friend request to me! she has added me! like wtf? i dont even know her la. then i went to his FB only to realized, wah, i am the 1st to wish him wor. and she is the 2nd. so i guess he must have told her that i like him or something and she is insecure or something and she is doing the psychotic thingie by adding me in FB thinking that she can spy on me or something. stupid cunt.
so i really boh song la.... coz i woke up happy happy with the memories of some weird dream about him last nite (been sometime since i last dreamt of him) and then suddenly i feel like my bubbles has been burst by her lor. so i sms-ed him and ask him. "your gf added me in FB, why ah?" and he didnt reply me.
i dont like my life to be intruded. i like living in my own bubble letting whomever i like into my bubble and NOT having someone thick skinned trying to get into my bubble like i m her new best friend!
tnsmchccbknn!!!!!!
you see, the thing is, i still have this thing for MF for god knows how long already la. And MF has this gf whom Carmen, Desmond and I met when we went back to Kluang a few months back. So anyway, this gf of his, Ms Wong, was either really shy or really lansi coz we were @ Hoover having breakfast and she was practically ignoring me eventhough we were sitting next to each other. Which honestly speaking, i m ok with that.... coz i m seriously not that hard up for her friendship. it will make things complicated when he dumps her.
yes, he is gonna dump her and move on to another one. i dont think she is his one true love. i think he still loves his ex a lot. so anyway.... today is MF's bday and i, as usual, go overboard. Called him last nite around 12.30am to wish him, then i logged in to my FB and decided to leave a bday msg to him @ his wall and think nothing of it.
then this morning when i came into the office, i checked my email, and my my! Ms Wong has sent a friend request to me! she has added me! like wtf? i dont even know her la. then i went to his FB only to realized, wah, i am the 1st to wish him wor. and she is the 2nd. so i guess he must have told her that i like him or something and she is insecure or something and she is doing the psychotic thingie by adding me in FB thinking that she can spy on me or something. stupid cunt.
so i really boh song la.... coz i woke up happy happy with the memories of some weird dream about him last nite (been sometime since i last dreamt of him) and then suddenly i feel like my bubbles has been burst by her lor. so i sms-ed him and ask him. "your gf added me in FB, why ah?" and he didnt reply me.
i dont like my life to be intruded. i like living in my own bubble letting whomever i like into my bubble and NOT having someone thick skinned trying to get into my bubble like i m her new best friend!
tnsmchccbknn!!!!!!
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
i need to find a permanent midnite shift job.
why?
coz i think there is a chance of Psychosmurf and i able to develop something. and he is in Norway. Ultra ultra cold country.
yes, i m moving on. No more MF. no point.
anyway, even without Psychosmurf, a permanent midnite shift job is the best for me :D coz then i dont have to wake up in the mornings :D
anyway, wish me luck in finding a job soon la :D
why?
coz i think there is a chance of Psychosmurf and i able to develop something. and he is in Norway. Ultra ultra cold country.
yes, i m moving on. No more MF. no point.
anyway, even without Psychosmurf, a permanent midnite shift job is the best for me :D coz then i dont have to wake up in the mornings :D
anyway, wish me luck in finding a job soon la :D
Monday, October 12, 2009
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
the long weekend was superb :D
Saturday, 29th August 2009
Went 1u with Minger to, erm, do silly stuffs. walked and bought some stuffs and went back feeling exhausted.
watched a few episodes of Weeds and drank my own concoction of Orange Martini (wanna make it sound glamour sikit :P) - Absolut Vodka Mandarin + Orange Juice :P
Sunday, 30th August 2009
forgotten what time i woke up. watch a few more episode of Weeds. Then Small Cow come fetch us up for steamboat dinner at Kuchai Lama. over ordered, over ate :P
After that, since i've totally forgotten to tell Small Cow not to 'pan leng leng' coz i and Minger wasnt really in the mood alre, but then saw Small Cow 'pan leng leng' already macam backside itchy already coz asked Small Cow to send us back so that we can pan leng leng to go drink. damn hiao, i know :D but we had loads of fun. me especially :D
Saturday, 29th August 2009
Went 1u with Minger to, erm, do silly stuffs. walked and bought some stuffs and went back feeling exhausted.
watched a few episodes of Weeds and drank my own concoction of Orange Martini (wanna make it sound glamour sikit :P) - Absolut Vodka Mandarin + Orange Juice :P
Sunday, 30th August 2009
forgotten what time i woke up. watch a few more episode of Weeds. Then Small Cow come fetch us up for steamboat dinner at Kuchai Lama. over ordered, over ate :P
After that, since i've totally forgotten to tell Small Cow not to 'pan leng leng' coz i and Minger wasnt really in the mood alre, but then saw Small Cow 'pan leng leng' already macam backside itchy already coz asked Small Cow to send us back so that we can pan leng leng to go drink. damn hiao, i know :D but we had loads of fun. me especially :D
After drinking, we went to SS2 to konon-nya wanna get DVDs la... but see see close alre... then since Minger is too tired, we dropped her off 1st then headed to Alor coz konon-nya i wanted to eat something la... then see see, sampai there, i got very very bad migraine so Small Cow turn back and send me home. damn stupid, i know :P but then again, 1 day dont do stupid thing for Big Cow is like not being Big Cow like that :P
Monday, 31st August 2009
woke up dunno what time. called Minger to ask if she wanna eat or not not. she was still sleeping. so i told her to call me when she wake up la. tried to sleep back but cannot so continue with my Weeds series. then dunno what time Minger called me and told me that she needs to go 1u again. ok lor. mah go lor.... i needed to get some stuffs also anyway :D so off we went. shopping. walking. and more walking. we went to Chilli's (i sort of erm... wanted to drink somemore... no, i m NOT an alcoholic :P). but we ended up not drinking la... :D but we over ordered again. i seriously thought it's really ok, i mean we shared a mashed potato, fish n chips & some wings. But still over ordered wor! we almost died eating la... oh wait, we had some churros before we went to Chilli's :P oh oh... saw MF and his gf. but they macam in a hurry to go somewhere so i didnt go and say hi. and i m not the type who say hi to ppl in public places :P yes, i m an anti social :D
so anyway, we were walking around 1u. New Wing to Old Wing the other end back to New Wing. the old wing was a mistake. Minger ter-remember the shop that we wanted to go is still in Old Wing the other end. So we went all the way to Old Wing the other end only to see the shop werent there anymore. checked on the directory to see that it's in new wing and we actually passed it a coupla times. =.=" smart hor? :D
yea, we shop shop shop, without taking a break or sit down (i usually sit alot and walk very little when go shopping. meaning to say, when others look at clothes and since i definitely cannot find my size, i will just sit somewhere and give opinion, or sit near the dressing room... basically sit a lot la :D).
anyway, i m paying for all the walking right now... whole body aching :P
okie.... i think this is a decent piece of blog entry..... so yea, back to ranking @ omerta! :D
woke up dunno what time. called Minger to ask if she wanna eat or not not. she was still sleeping. so i told her to call me when she wake up la. tried to sleep back but cannot so continue with my Weeds series. then dunno what time Minger called me and told me that she needs to go 1u again. ok lor. mah go lor.... i needed to get some stuffs also anyway :D so off we went. shopping. walking. and more walking. we went to Chilli's (i sort of erm... wanted to drink somemore... no, i m NOT an alcoholic :P). but we ended up not drinking la... :D but we over ordered again. i seriously thought it's really ok, i mean we shared a mashed potato, fish n chips & some wings. But still over ordered wor! we almost died eating la... oh wait, we had some churros before we went to Chilli's :P oh oh... saw MF and his gf. but they macam in a hurry to go somewhere so i didnt go and say hi. and i m not the type who say hi to ppl in public places :P yes, i m an anti social :D
so anyway, we were walking around 1u. New Wing to Old Wing the other end back to New Wing. the old wing was a mistake. Minger ter-remember the shop that we wanted to go is still in Old Wing the other end. So we went all the way to Old Wing the other end only to see the shop werent there anymore. checked on the directory to see that it's in new wing and we actually passed it a coupla times. =.=" smart hor? :D
yea, we shop shop shop, without taking a break or sit down (i usually sit alot and walk very little when go shopping. meaning to say, when others look at clothes and since i definitely cannot find my size, i will just sit somewhere and give opinion, or sit near the dressing room... basically sit a lot la :D).
anyway, i m paying for all the walking right now... whole body aching :P
okie.... i think this is a decent piece of blog entry..... so yea, back to ranking @ omerta! :D
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Kijal here we come!!
:D
i m sooooo looking forward to the Kijal trip this weekend :D it's gonna be so damn fun :D
Last night went shopping for the prizes with Big Boss, Lady Boss & Finance Manager. And i choose the stuffs that i want :D and they were like : As if you can win all the prizes?? and i went: welp, at least when i win something, it's something that i DEFINITELY will like ma :D
cunning, i know :D but what to do, the rest of the colleagues dont even wanna go with us :D
anyway, after shopping, we decided to go TGIF for late dinner/supper. Had 5.5 glasses of Mojitos :D damn yummy la :D went home kinda tipsy and went on FB. after updating my status, i received an sms from MF @ almost 1 am:
going to buy more stuffs tonight with Lady Boss :D
oh oh... and the games that we came up to.... wakakakkakaka..... now i want Finger to be in my team... wakakkakakakka.... when Big Boss heard that i want Finger to be in my team, he (he still dont know the games yet) told me it must be something really really bad for me to actually volunteer to be in the same team as Finger :P
will try to post up some pics la :D
i m sooooo looking forward to the Kijal trip this weekend :D it's gonna be so damn fun :D
Last night went shopping for the prizes with Big Boss, Lady Boss & Finance Manager. And i choose the stuffs that i want :D and they were like : As if you can win all the prizes?? and i went: welp, at least when i win something, it's something that i DEFINITELY will like ma :D
cunning, i know :D but what to do, the rest of the colleagues dont even wanna go with us :D
anyway, after shopping, we decided to go TGIF for late dinner/supper. Had 5.5 glasses of Mojitos :D damn yummy la :D went home kinda tipsy and went on FB. after updating my status, i received an sms from MF @ almost 1 am:
Ok, have fun this weekend. Don't drown wahaha :D Saw your facebook posts few minutes ago. I'm still at office trying to finish the Freaking reports!called him immediately after i received the sms, i called him and he returned my call and we talked a bit :D and i went to bed with a silly grin on my face. :D yea, i m soooooo in love :D please bear with me la :D it's all one sided anyway :D
going to buy more stuffs tonight with Lady Boss :D
oh oh... and the games that we came up to.... wakakakkakaka..... now i want Finger to be in my team... wakakkakakakka.... when Big Boss heard that i want Finger to be in my team, he (he still dont know the games yet) told me it must be something really really bad for me to actually volunteer to be in the same team as Finger :P
will try to post up some pics la :D
Monday, July 27, 2009
there goes....
.... good movies.... :(
i really love Sepet, Gubra and Mukshin a lot. it's one of the best (if not the best) Malaysian movie ever.
but i am ashamed. i was checking my Facebook on Saturday night when i was with MF, and almost everyone's status said something about her passing. and can u believe it? i dont remember her name and i can still casually ask MF, who is Yasmin Ahmad? after he said the director only i realized.... omg. there goes good movies in Malaysia. but i wasnt grieving that much la.... coz i was already grieving about MF.
small cow says i m too blinded by love. but i think i m just in love :D
just teringat tomorrow will be out of office... going to some course again in Wisma MCA. like yay. now only problem is, should i drive there and pay RM20+++ for parking or should i squeeze together with a throng of office workers in an LRT? :( either way, still have to wake up damn fucking early... cham or not? :(
wat's the deal with MF? no deal la. one sided love ma. that's why the drama is all mine.
anyway, meet up with the 3renes again yesterday. more like i impose myself on them. i insisted that i wanna join them for dinner altho i m like so damn full.. :P why? coz i miss my nieces damn alot! :D they are just sooooooooooo sweet :D here's their pic (i hope my bro aint gonna be pissed :P)
Eirene on the left and Serene on the right :D
i really love Sepet, Gubra and Mukshin a lot. it's one of the best (if not the best) Malaysian movie ever.
but i am ashamed. i was checking my Facebook on Saturday night when i was with MF, and almost everyone's status said something about her passing. and can u believe it? i dont remember her name and i can still casually ask MF, who is Yasmin Ahmad? after he said the director only i realized.... omg. there goes good movies in Malaysia. but i wasnt grieving that much la.... coz i was already grieving about MF.
small cow says i m too blinded by love. but i think i m just in love :D
just teringat tomorrow will be out of office... going to some course again in Wisma MCA. like yay. now only problem is, should i drive there and pay RM20+++ for parking or should i squeeze together with a throng of office workers in an LRT? :( either way, still have to wake up damn fucking early... cham or not? :(
wat's the deal with MF? no deal la. one sided love ma. that's why the drama is all mine.
anyway, meet up with the 3renes again yesterday. more like i impose myself on them. i insisted that i wanna join them for dinner altho i m like so damn full.. :P why? coz i miss my nieces damn alot! :D they are just sooooooooooo sweet :D here's their pic (i hope my bro aint gonna be pissed :P)
Eirene on the left and Serene on the right :D
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Thursday, July 16, 2009
guess who...
... did i went out with last nite? :D
:D
:D
:D
yep....
MF! :D
he called me when i just reached home at ard 10something asking me if i wanna yc. of coz want la :D
he is so damn fucking hubba and fuckable! *le sigh*
:D
:D
:D
yep....
MF! :D
he called me when i just reached home at ard 10something asking me if i wanna yc. of coz want la :D
he is so damn fucking hubba and fuckable! *le sigh*
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
total random...
finger did it again. yesterday apparently our agent in SG damage our customer's goods whilst transferring the goods to our truck and finger know about it but never told us. now on the way to the consignee's place only let us know. and when we ask him he got think of the consequences or not, he just say: write report lor!
niamachaucibai
of coz la, he is not the fucking one who will have to write the report. damn fucking tidak apa attitude la. i told him, if i know yesterday, i wouldnt even bring the shipment into MY and will immediately inform our customer. i seriously dont know what the fuck is he thinking of la. i m so damn fucking tired working with imbeciles and morons already!!!!
niamachaucibai
of coz la, he is not the fucking one who will have to write the report. damn fucking tidak apa attitude la. i told him, if i know yesterday, i wouldnt even bring the shipment into MY and will immediately inform our customer. i seriously dont know what the fuck is he thinking of la. i m so damn fucking tired working with imbeciles and morons already!!!!
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i woke up happy happy thinking about MF.
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Ms Windy's bf is pretty hubba wor... :D anyway, i left a msg in her FB and she sms-ed me at 3am in the morning :P and i thought i was dreaming when i replied her sms :D
The world is seriously very very small. Jading went to UK when we were 12/13 yrs old for some intensive English course or something like that for about a month. and she ended up having a crush on AC from PJ. and during our following school holidays, we actually came up to KL and met up with a few of the friends that went to UK with her. fast forward about 7-8 years later, i attended a relative's wedding in Seremban, only to find out that AC is actually my cousin (his dad and my dad are cousins) and the wedding was AC's sis' wedding. =.=" but i m not sure if i've told Jading or not la. coz that time i already working in SG and she was in KL and we didnt really keep in contact constantly :P. Anyway, fast fwd again 10-12yrs later, i added AC in my FB. eeyer... not handsome alre one!! somemore hor... last time hor, this AC damn famous amongst our relatives one... everyone kept on saying how handsome he is and all that but he never appear in any of the family gathering :D
The world is seriously very very small. Jading went to UK when we were 12/13 yrs old for some intensive English course or something like that for about a month. and she ended up having a crush on AC from PJ. and during our following school holidays, we actually came up to KL and met up with a few of the friends that went to UK with her. fast forward about 7-8 years later, i attended a relative's wedding in Seremban, only to find out that AC is actually my cousin (his dad and my dad are cousins) and the wedding was AC's sis' wedding. =.=" but i m not sure if i've told Jading or not la. coz that time i already working in SG and she was in KL and we didnt really keep in contact constantly :P. Anyway, fast fwd again 10-12yrs later, i added AC in my FB. eeyer... not handsome alre one!! somemore hor... last time hor, this AC damn famous amongst our relatives one... everyone kept on saying how handsome he is and all that but he never appear in any of the family gathering :D
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last night at around 8ish 9, Lady Boss and i started talking about Hokkien Mee and one thing led to another, Mr S, Lady Boss and I decided to go to the one near Tawakal coz i've never makan there before and coz Lady Boss dont know what is Bak Kao soup. the guy there looks damn familiar. i think i used to know him from irc or something like that la. anyway, after we makan almost habis only Finger came over and join us.
seriously, work wise, i really cannot tahan Finger and Mr. S. But when we are outta office, ok la, can 'fai' together one. :D
seriously, work wise, i really cannot tahan Finger and Mr. S. But when we are outta office, ok la, can 'fai' together one. :D
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oh oh... gonna watch Harry Potter tomolo AND Friday. *excited* :D
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
of MF and E.N.Y.A...
nothing much to blog about except that i cant stop smiling since yesterday. since he called me TWICE and exchanged 30++ sms-es last night :D
i know everyone is asking me to give up on him already. i know i should. and i know we are just very good friends, but i cant stop my heart going beepopbeepopbeepop wor... how?? :P
anyway, last nite minger and i decided to have steamboat after i couldnt get a single person to teman me makan banana leaf rice :P and halfway thru makan, he called. and we talked and talked and talked :D and somehow or rather, we ended up making plans to go Sepang Gold Coast. i can fantasize us talking a romantic stroll by the beach, laughing and talking and holding hands. :D *sigh*
so anyway, minger was rolling her eyes the whole time i was hiao-ing with him on the phone (minger: you think i didnt see ah? :P)
anyway, after dinner, went home to watch Grey Gardens and sms-ed him about my predicament of having health conscious friends who dont eat banana leaf rice and apparently it's one of his fave and he promised to bring me to his fave restaurant soon :D *cloud 21 liao* then we talked about how S-L-O-W Grey Gardens is and he called me back immediately if i've slit my wrist and ankle (sms-ed him that Grey's Anatomy is so damn depressing i wanted to slit my wrist alre the other night :D) and we ended up talking nonsense and laughing and then silence. i wanted to invite him over to watch the movie with me. :P i dont know what he wanted to say. but we didnt say anything and ended the call awkwardly. weird. i know.
i just cant stop thinking of him the whole night after that. and he is the 1st thought that came into my mind this morning when i wake up.
cham.
oh oh... saw Telinga Serigala's pic on FB. omg. she changed a lot... so look soooooooo erm... matured. sms-ed that to Ms Windy and Jading Woonding and next thing i know, Ms Windy also uploaded her pix on FB and she look exactly the same as before :D like she hasnt age at all :D But Telinga Serigala's daughter is quite cute :D look like the hubby :D
ok la. gotta stop liao. omerta beckons :D
i know everyone is asking me to give up on him already. i know i should. and i know we are just very good friends, but i cant stop my heart going beepopbeepopbeepop wor... how?? :P
anyway, last nite minger and i decided to have steamboat after i couldnt get a single person to teman me makan banana leaf rice :P and halfway thru makan, he called. and we talked and talked and talked :D and somehow or rather, we ended up making plans to go Sepang Gold Coast. i can fantasize us talking a romantic stroll by the beach, laughing and talking and holding hands. :D *sigh*
so anyway, minger was rolling her eyes the whole time i was hiao-ing with him on the phone (minger: you think i didnt see ah? :P)
anyway, after dinner, went home to watch Grey Gardens and sms-ed him about my predicament of having health conscious friends who dont eat banana leaf rice and apparently it's one of his fave and he promised to bring me to his fave restaurant soon :D *cloud 21 liao* then we talked about how S-L-O-W Grey Gardens is and he called me back immediately if i've slit my wrist and ankle (sms-ed him that Grey's Anatomy is so damn depressing i wanted to slit my wrist alre the other night :D) and we ended up talking nonsense and laughing and then silence. i wanted to invite him over to watch the movie with me. :P i dont know what he wanted to say. but we didnt say anything and ended the call awkwardly. weird. i know.
i just cant stop thinking of him the whole night after that. and he is the 1st thought that came into my mind this morning when i wake up.
cham.
oh oh... saw Telinga Serigala's pic on FB. omg. she changed a lot... so look soooooooo erm... matured. sms-ed that to Ms Windy and Jading Woonding and next thing i know, Ms Windy also uploaded her pix on FB and she look exactly the same as before :D like she hasnt age at all :D But Telinga Serigala's daughter is quite cute :D look like the hubby :D
ok la. gotta stop liao. omerta beckons :D
Saturday, July 4, 2009
it's saturday! saturday! saturday! :D
erm... actually i've got nothing to write. but i figure as i m typing, i might teringat what to write.....
erm... actually i've got nothing to write. but i figure as i m typing, i might teringat what to write.....
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See! ingat alre! anyway, confirmed tak jadi meet up with Telinga Serigala. Not that i didnt put any efforts in it, she is just too busy la. called her a few times and i felt like i am so annoying like kacau-ing ppl's life like that. she did say she will call me back la... but she didnt. which i m not blaming her at all. wedding preparation is a bitch. i know :D Anyway, i dont know when will i see her next la. given my financial situation i am in right now, dont think i will be doing much traveling for these few months :D (am actually pretty optimistic about the financial part, so no worries).
i was thinking the other day. how does she look like now? like tai tai (i always imagine her as a tai tai type :D living a good life :D)? fatter? thinner? never change? haggard (got daughter mah)?
i was thinking the other day. how does she look like now? like tai tai (i always imagine her as a tai tai type :D living a good life :D)? fatter? thinner? never change? haggard (got daughter mah)?
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i miss mf. a lot.
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i m so looking forward to today :D it will be great :D 2 cows and a water dog :D
Monday, June 29, 2009
too much....
... eating! i know i know... i really ask for it one... but you see hor, when u plan something on a piece of paper and the actual process of that plan to work is totally different leh... :P and yes, we ate EVERYTHING that was planned + 3 unplanned makan stop and seriously, it's damn too much!! :D
Let's recap what happened shall we?
We skipped lunch completely on Saturday, anticipating that we will be eating a lot that nite... :D so on the way back to Kluang, we were pretty much famished to almost death :D Right after we keluar toll, i asked them, wanna go popo's house to letak barang 1st or go makan 1st. they gave me the look like i m some kinda idiot... :P of coz makan 1st la :D wokie, so 1st stop, we went to Yean Kee for Ngau Lam Mein aka Beef Tripe Noodles aka Gu Bak Hoon aka Toing Toing Toing mee. :D rate by Ms Asst Finance Manager? Not beefy enough. wokie... :D but i like it la :D then we head to popo's place to put our stuffs, talk to popo a bit and freshen up abit and made an empty promise to popo that we will be back to play mahjong with her (not intentionally ok? just that we were too caught up with makan-ing :P). anyway, we next proceed to my home to let my mom tell their fortune. omg. my mom, being my mom, went and say things without filter, dishing out relationship advise to her in front of her bf! ok la, my mom didnt realized they were together :P anyway, i went snooping around the house and i found durians and mangosteen! omg! omg! omg! i wanna eat! but my mom being blur, didnt open the durian for me :(. so we left the house and proceed to go makan pork/beef balls noodles. as usual, a lot of ppl la... i saw mf there. but i wasnt really in the mood to layan him then (think hot, sticky, grouchy), and yes, mf, if you are reading, i did saw you and her :D but i really wasnt in the mood to layan you - then. so anyway, after eating the pork/beef balls noodles (her verdict, she loves the beef balls alot!), my mom called to ask me to go back and collect vege to pass to popo and ngor yee por. so we went over and pass the vege. after that, we went to explore the schools area to see if can see hantu or not (i know, damn bo liao, right? :P), then received call from my mom again, asking us to go back and eat durian :P so quickly go back... wei durian wei! :D how to say no? :P there u go, 1st unplanned eating. anyway, my mom then told us that she will be making her special Abalone Kerabu tomorrow and asked us to pop over before lunch to makan the appetiser (2nd unplanned food!) and then mommy also told Ms Asst. Finance Manager that the Hamm Char aka Lui Char at this place damn nice and Ms. Asst Finance Manager insisted that we must have it (3rd unplanned food!). anyway, after having durian, we went to makan tong sui... had my pak kor tong sui and my tong yuen. then i backside itchy and mms the tong yuen to MF and Minger. And he sms-ed me. one thing led to another, we planned to meet up in Hoover for (his 2nd breakfast - my 3rd breakfast) breakfast. anyway, after eating the tong sui, we went back to popo's house (at 10pm) only to panicked abit... all dark dark one... i didnt bring the keys out wor... how? thank goodness popo woke up and opened the door for us :P. but popo didnt want to play mahjong with us alre coz it was too late for her. so ok lor... we bathe and freshen up and 3 of us eyes big big look at each other. nothing to do wor... so we decided to go sing karaoke.. the only problem is, i dont know where is the karaoke :P we rounded a few rounds, still couldnt find one... so we ended up going to Kluang Mall to watch movie. And that nite, they were only playing Transformers. :D at ALL 6 cinema. keng or not? :D oh oh, and i fell in love that night.... with Optimus Prime :D he soooooooooooooooooo hensem! :D ok ok... let's cont with the makan makan story... by the time we sampai rumah from transformers were alre 3.15am and we are planning to wake up at 8.45 to start makan-ing again :P so what happened next was damn stupid. sms-ed small cow till about 4am then sleep with weird dream. i dreamt that we overslept and received a morning wake up call from MF asking us where are we. apparently it was 10.30am alre. so i terkejut and woke up only to realize that it's only 7.15am. cannot sleep already coz i takut really late (stressed right??). but i was in a fucking happy mood la... i mean hey, eating again wor! :D we left the house at around 9.30am to makan curry laksa at Yong He, then proceed to buy 4D. oh yea, i forgotten to tell you, i terstepped on dog shit :P and terkena her car. so we decided to buy. :D after buying, we went to makan Hamm Char, and then proceed to Hoover for toast bread, tea and egg :D then after that, we went back to popo's place for toilet visit. :D then after that, we went to makan the yong tau foo :D and then went back home to eat abalone (this is by far the most favourite thing that they have eaten so far... lol) and then went to makan the asam pedas thingie. I love their flat fish la... dunno what is it called, but damn nice lor... and she loves the steamed otak otak :D after that, we went back to popo's place to mandi and leave kluang. on the way to the toll, we stopped by at Zenxin organic farm to see organic stuffs and buy dragon fruits :D by the time we reached Puchong, it was already 7.30pm. then i have to rush all the way back to NZX to makan dinner with Small Cow. actually if can dont go, i sure wont go one... coz i was too damn fucking full already. but that the last day the shop will operate in NZX, so dengan kiasu and rakus-nya, we must go makan 1 last time la :D
Small Cow wanted to go sing K after the dinner. But my battery was so flat until i cannot even keep my eyes open for a long period of time whilst driving. so no, i told her cannot la... tak larat alre... went home, do laundry, bathe, sleep.
end of updates. :P
am lusting over MF now. omg.
still sleepy. i think i will go back home early to sleep....
Let's recap what happened shall we?
We skipped lunch completely on Saturday, anticipating that we will be eating a lot that nite... :D so on the way back to Kluang, we were pretty much famished to almost death :D Right after we keluar toll, i asked them, wanna go popo's house to letak barang 1st or go makan 1st. they gave me the look like i m some kinda idiot... :P of coz makan 1st la :D wokie, so 1st stop, we went to Yean Kee for Ngau Lam Mein aka Beef Tripe Noodles aka Gu Bak Hoon aka Toing Toing Toing mee. :D rate by Ms Asst Finance Manager? Not beefy enough. wokie... :D but i like it la :D then we head to popo's place to put our stuffs, talk to popo a bit and freshen up abit and made an empty promise to popo that we will be back to play mahjong with her (not intentionally ok? just that we were too caught up with makan-ing :P). anyway, we next proceed to my home to let my mom tell their fortune. omg. my mom, being my mom, went and say things without filter, dishing out relationship advise to her in front of her bf! ok la, my mom didnt realized they were together :P anyway, i went snooping around the house and i found durians and mangosteen! omg! omg! omg! i wanna eat! but my mom being blur, didnt open the durian for me :(. so we left the house and proceed to go makan pork/beef balls noodles. as usual, a lot of ppl la... i saw mf there. but i wasnt really in the mood to layan him then (think hot, sticky, grouchy), and yes, mf, if you are reading, i did saw you and her :D but i really wasnt in the mood to layan you - then. so anyway, after eating the pork/beef balls noodles (her verdict, she loves the beef balls alot!), my mom called to ask me to go back and collect vege to pass to popo and ngor yee por. so we went over and pass the vege. after that, we went to explore the schools area to see if can see hantu or not (i know, damn bo liao, right? :P), then received call from my mom again, asking us to go back and eat durian :P so quickly go back... wei durian wei! :D how to say no? :P there u go, 1st unplanned eating. anyway, my mom then told us that she will be making her special Abalone Kerabu tomorrow and asked us to pop over before lunch to makan the appetiser (2nd unplanned food!) and then mommy also told Ms Asst. Finance Manager that the Hamm Char aka Lui Char at this place damn nice and Ms. Asst Finance Manager insisted that we must have it (3rd unplanned food!). anyway, after having durian, we went to makan tong sui... had my pak kor tong sui and my tong yuen. then i backside itchy and mms the tong yuen to MF and Minger. And he sms-ed me. one thing led to another, we planned to meet up in Hoover for (his 2nd breakfast - my 3rd breakfast) breakfast. anyway, after eating the tong sui, we went back to popo's house (at 10pm) only to panicked abit... all dark dark one... i didnt bring the keys out wor... how? thank goodness popo woke up and opened the door for us :P. but popo didnt want to play mahjong with us alre coz it was too late for her. so ok lor... we bathe and freshen up and 3 of us eyes big big look at each other. nothing to do wor... so we decided to go sing karaoke.. the only problem is, i dont know where is the karaoke :P we rounded a few rounds, still couldnt find one... so we ended up going to Kluang Mall to watch movie. And that nite, they were only playing Transformers. :D at ALL 6 cinema. keng or not? :D oh oh, and i fell in love that night.... with Optimus Prime :D he soooooooooooooooooo hensem! :D ok ok... let's cont with the makan makan story... by the time we sampai rumah from transformers were alre 3.15am and we are planning to wake up at 8.45 to start makan-ing again :P so what happened next was damn stupid. sms-ed small cow till about 4am then sleep with weird dream. i dreamt that we overslept and received a morning wake up call from MF asking us where are we. apparently it was 10.30am alre. so i terkejut and woke up only to realize that it's only 7.15am. cannot sleep already coz i takut really late (stressed right??). but i was in a fucking happy mood la... i mean hey, eating again wor! :D we left the house at around 9.30am to makan curry laksa at Yong He, then proceed to buy 4D. oh yea, i forgotten to tell you, i terstepped on dog shit :P and terkena her car. so we decided to buy. :D after buying, we went to makan Hamm Char, and then proceed to Hoover for toast bread, tea and egg :D then after that, we went back to popo's place for toilet visit. :D then after that, we went to makan the yong tau foo :D and then went back home to eat abalone (this is by far the most favourite thing that they have eaten so far... lol) and then went to makan the asam pedas thingie. I love their flat fish la... dunno what is it called, but damn nice lor... and she loves the steamed otak otak :D after that, we went back to popo's place to mandi and leave kluang. on the way to the toll, we stopped by at Zenxin organic farm to see organic stuffs and buy dragon fruits :D by the time we reached Puchong, it was already 7.30pm. then i have to rush all the way back to NZX to makan dinner with Small Cow. actually if can dont go, i sure wont go one... coz i was too damn fucking full already. but that the last day the shop will operate in NZX, so dengan kiasu and rakus-nya, we must go makan 1 last time la :D
Small Cow wanted to go sing K after the dinner. But my battery was so flat until i cannot even keep my eyes open for a long period of time whilst driving. so no, i told her cannot la... tak larat alre... went home, do laundry, bathe, sleep.
end of updates. :P
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am lusting over MF now. omg.
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still sleepy. i think i will go back home early to sleep....
Monday, June 22, 2009
the weekend....
... that was dramatic...
let's start from Saturday night. Went karaoke with Small Cow till 3am and then i asked Small Cow if she is meeting us (MF and I) the next day or not. and she said no. and i remembered MF told me he wants to meet her too. So i sms-ed him to ask Small Cow dont wanna meet, he still wanna meet? he didnt reply....
so when i reached home, i've decided to camwhore alot :P what to do, alre put on make up and didnt take much pic ma... so hiao lor... change baju to take pic...yes, big cow also quite hiao one :P
anyway, slept till about 1pm and woke up stone a bit... watch dvd a bit... and went back to sleep. woke up with some symphony the sky were playing... and i realized it's 5pm! and MF didnt call or reply my sms! so i called him:
Me: hey, are we still meeting?
Him: erm... i dont know, i guess not la... small cow also not meeting
Me: har? erm.. ok.....
Him: you just woke up ah?
Me: ya...
Him: see? i told you, you will wake up late one...
Me: har? have to what, who knows u siao siao suddenly wanna meet late how?
Him: *laughs*
Me: so not meeting la?
Him: nope
Me: ok
after i hung up the phone, i think think think... and i started to get really angry.... like wtf??? how come meet or not have to depend on small cow one?? somemore they met only once! and yes, i was pretty jealous la... and confused and hurt and pissed....
so i sms-ed small cow to let her know. and she also like suddenly confused. anyway, conclusion of it all, after 1 hour of drama-ing with small cow, he replied my sms (i send him an sms immediately after i started to think and got angry: how come we meet or not have to depend on small cow? this is getting weird), his reply made me even more pissed la... told me it's not weird, just an excuse coz he aint feeling well. which makes me pissed off and told him i would prefer an honest answer than a weird answer anytime. thank you very much!
yea..
small cow told me he will be pissed. like hell i care???
so i got pissed, and when i m pissed, my diet are all screwed up... i called minger and dragged her out to binge with me la.... i told her my plans: eat 2 sticks of lok lok, eat 1 durian and then proceed to makan chocotop :P
what did we ended up doing? (yes, i am known to change my mind at the last minute :P), we ate 3 sticks of lok lok, and then Minger told me about this durian buffet of only RM9.90 per pax in USJ. So we went... but no buffet la... but 7biji for RM10. ok wat... :P so we went to eat and eat and eat and it was so damn good and satisfying! :D
after that, we thought of going over to KK to see baby Chanel. But alas! they all went out shopping and we didnt wanna go so far :D
We went home after that and i ended up watching some dvds again. and drama with Small Cow via sms. good drama tho... lol..... i kept on rolling on my bed laughing at her silly messages. she came over after work to pick me up coz she craving for chicken wings - at 11.30pm. went to Sri Muda, but that uncle just sold out his wings, so we ended up in Sunway.
yea, it's all about eating. :D
when i m pissed, i binge - alot!
and yes, i m still pissed.
let's start from Saturday night. Went karaoke with Small Cow till 3am and then i asked Small Cow if she is meeting us (MF and I) the next day or not. and she said no. and i remembered MF told me he wants to meet her too. So i sms-ed him to ask Small Cow dont wanna meet, he still wanna meet? he didnt reply....
so when i reached home, i've decided to camwhore alot :P what to do, alre put on make up and didnt take much pic ma... so hiao lor... change baju to take pic...yes, big cow also quite hiao one :P
anyway, slept till about 1pm and woke up stone a bit... watch dvd a bit... and went back to sleep. woke up with some symphony the sky were playing... and i realized it's 5pm! and MF didnt call or reply my sms! so i called him:
Me: hey, are we still meeting?
Him: erm... i dont know, i guess not la... small cow also not meeting
Me: har? erm.. ok.....
Him: you just woke up ah?
Me: ya...
Him: see? i told you, you will wake up late one...
Me: har? have to what, who knows u siao siao suddenly wanna meet late how?
Him: *laughs*
Me: so not meeting la?
Him: nope
Me: ok
after i hung up the phone, i think think think... and i started to get really angry.... like wtf??? how come meet or not have to depend on small cow one?? somemore they met only once! and yes, i was pretty jealous la... and confused and hurt and pissed....
so i sms-ed small cow to let her know. and she also like suddenly confused. anyway, conclusion of it all, after 1 hour of drama-ing with small cow, he replied my sms (i send him an sms immediately after i started to think and got angry: how come we meet or not have to depend on small cow? this is getting weird), his reply made me even more pissed la... told me it's not weird, just an excuse coz he aint feeling well. which makes me pissed off and told him i would prefer an honest answer than a weird answer anytime. thank you very much!
yea..
small cow told me he will be pissed. like hell i care???
so i got pissed, and when i m pissed, my diet are all screwed up... i called minger and dragged her out to binge with me la.... i told her my plans: eat 2 sticks of lok lok, eat 1 durian and then proceed to makan chocotop :P
what did we ended up doing? (yes, i am known to change my mind at the last minute :P), we ate 3 sticks of lok lok, and then Minger told me about this durian buffet of only RM9.90 per pax in USJ. So we went... but no buffet la... but 7biji for RM10. ok wat... :P so we went to eat and eat and eat and it was so damn good and satisfying! :D
after that, we thought of going over to KK to see baby Chanel. But alas! they all went out shopping and we didnt wanna go so far :D
We went home after that and i ended up watching some dvds again. and drama with Small Cow via sms. good drama tho... lol..... i kept on rolling on my bed laughing at her silly messages. she came over after work to pick me up coz she craving for chicken wings - at 11.30pm. went to Sri Muda, but that uncle just sold out his wings, so we ended up in Sunway.
yea, it's all about eating. :D
when i m pissed, i binge - alot!
and yes, i m still pissed.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
friendship...
.... so this big cow did a big boo boo a coupla years ago. over drugs, i was willing to let go of my dearest friends whom i've known almost all my life from primary school.
what happened ah? Welp, Telinga Serigala, Jading Woonding, Ms Windy and Jerseycow (me) used to be pretty tight lor... go to school also go together, go tuition also go together, hang out also hang out together, we had many many slumber parties together. yea... we were that tight.
so over the years, we all grow up and went our separate ways, but still got keep in contact, not often, but when we do meet up, we sure reminisce all those silly stuffs that happened to us when we were growing up. We always start off the stories by "Remember or not...." and then proceed into giggling more than we say out what happened. but all of us will definitely remember one, no need to finish the sentence also all 4 of us will already end up giggling alre.
so, what's big cow's big boo boo? welp, as most of you might have guessed or suspected, i was a drug abuser before. and the biggest mistake that i've done during my drug abusing days were..... i ffk Telinga Serigala's wedding. why? many stupid reasons, i felt that i rather use the money to SG to buy drugs than to meet up with them. drugs were my everything then. also, deep down inside i felt that i was not worthy of them. hey, i m afterall a smoker, a drug abuser and also a failure in life (that was my mentality then la). i mean Telinga Serigala has her own business, Jading Woonding is a big shot in the hotel industry and Ms Windy is like some kinda jet setter, flying to various countries to work. me? still in KL slumming. so yea, i was feeling damn insecure and inferior lor... that's why i thought it's better i m outta their life and not be a sampah masyarakat to them :(
anyway, ever since i ffk the wedding, i lagi takde muka to talk to them la. i mean, harlow, i seriously fucked up big time wei.... how to face them la? and the best part of it all was, they didnt really give up on me. once in awhile i will receive emails or sms from them. what did i do? i ignore them. too malu liao ma.... so fucked up hor??
so, after awhile, i became clean (i am damn proud to say i havent touch drugs in years lor - altho i do still miss the highness, but i didnt touch anymore) and my outlook in life also changed. i wasnt as depressed and as negative as before. and i started to keep in contact with Jading and Windy, but not Telinga Serigala. i mean wei... i feel damn no face to be her friend anymore and i figured she must have hated me like mad la... so yea... then today, Jading told me that Telinga Serigala is coming up to KL for her bro's wedding in July and she encouraged me to contact her again. and i did! :D and i m gonna meet her next month! yay! :D
anyway, the above story happens in the the span of 5 years. yep, we stopped talking for 5 years.... damn long hor? she is already a mother of a 3 yrs old daughter :D i hope to see the daughter this time also la :D
also hor, i know i have to work extra hard to get back this friendship la, coz hor, i was in the wrong in the 1st place. so i m gonna be all puppifying and go with my tail between my legs and sad puppy look :P (that's just a figure of a speech ok? :P)
so yea, big cow has finally grown up :D
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ok, i know you must be thinking, why the fuck am i still in my office at 6.33pm on saturday????? work lah... u think what? :P but i m leaving soon liao la.. coz i've cleared my back log, next week will be another great busy week :D as i always say to Mr S and Finger, send horse over! (fang ma kuo lai!) :D
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gonna sing k with small cow later tonite after her work! woohoo! :D i cant wait! that song below has been on a repeated mode the whole day in office today! not me! Mr S also crazy over the song, so he set it on repeated mode :P
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most likely meeting MF tomorrow :D i cant wait to see him. i seriously seriously seriously is head over heels in love with him la! i dont know why!!! :D
did i tell you? i wrote him an embarrassing love email :P yea, talk about being grown up just a few lines ago, eh?
welp, u know me la... i am an extremist... do or die. why keep it inside? might as well go ahead and tell him lor :D
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i really need to go off liao.... wanna go home and sleep a bit before small cow come fetch me :D
have a great weekend ahead all! :D
what happened ah? Welp, Telinga Serigala, Jading Woonding, Ms Windy and Jerseycow (me) used to be pretty tight lor... go to school also go together, go tuition also go together, hang out also hang out together, we had many many slumber parties together. yea... we were that tight.
so over the years, we all grow up and went our separate ways, but still got keep in contact, not often, but when we do meet up, we sure reminisce all those silly stuffs that happened to us when we were growing up. We always start off the stories by "Remember or not...." and then proceed into giggling more than we say out what happened. but all of us will definitely remember one, no need to finish the sentence also all 4 of us will already end up giggling alre.
so, what's big cow's big boo boo? welp, as most of you might have guessed or suspected, i was a drug abuser before. and the biggest mistake that i've done during my drug abusing days were..... i ffk Telinga Serigala's wedding. why? many stupid reasons, i felt that i rather use the money to SG to buy drugs than to meet up with them. drugs were my everything then. also, deep down inside i felt that i was not worthy of them. hey, i m afterall a smoker, a drug abuser and also a failure in life (that was my mentality then la). i mean Telinga Serigala has her own business, Jading Woonding is a big shot in the hotel industry and Ms Windy is like some kinda jet setter, flying to various countries to work. me? still in KL slumming. so yea, i was feeling damn insecure and inferior lor... that's why i thought it's better i m outta their life and not be a sampah masyarakat to them :(
anyway, ever since i ffk the wedding, i lagi takde muka to talk to them la. i mean, harlow, i seriously fucked up big time wei.... how to face them la? and the best part of it all was, they didnt really give up on me. once in awhile i will receive emails or sms from them. what did i do? i ignore them. too malu liao ma.... so fucked up hor??
so, after awhile, i became clean (i am damn proud to say i havent touch drugs in years lor - altho i do still miss the highness, but i didnt touch anymore) and my outlook in life also changed. i wasnt as depressed and as negative as before. and i started to keep in contact with Jading and Windy, but not Telinga Serigala. i mean wei... i feel damn no face to be her friend anymore and i figured she must have hated me like mad la... so yea... then today, Jading told me that Telinga Serigala is coming up to KL for her bro's wedding in July and she encouraged me to contact her again. and i did! :D and i m gonna meet her next month! yay! :D
anyway, the above story happens in the the span of 5 years. yep, we stopped talking for 5 years.... damn long hor? she is already a mother of a 3 yrs old daughter :D i hope to see the daughter this time also la :D
also hor, i know i have to work extra hard to get back this friendship la, coz hor, i was in the wrong in the 1st place. so i m gonna be all puppifying and go with my tail between my legs and sad puppy look :P (that's just a figure of a speech ok? :P)
so yea, big cow has finally grown up :D
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ok, i know you must be thinking, why the fuck am i still in my office at 6.33pm on saturday????? work lah... u think what? :P but i m leaving soon liao la.. coz i've cleared my back log, next week will be another great busy week :D as i always say to Mr S and Finger, send horse over! (fang ma kuo lai!) :D
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gonna sing k with small cow later tonite after her work! woohoo! :D i cant wait! that song below has been on a repeated mode the whole day in office today! not me! Mr S also crazy over the song, so he set it on repeated mode :P
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most likely meeting MF tomorrow :D i cant wait to see him. i seriously seriously seriously is head over heels in love with him la! i dont know why!!! :D
did i tell you? i wrote him an embarrassing love email :P yea, talk about being grown up just a few lines ago, eh?
welp, u know me la... i am an extremist... do or die. why keep it inside? might as well go ahead and tell him lor :D
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i really need to go off liao.... wanna go home and sleep a bit before small cow come fetch me :D
have a great weekend ahead all! :D
张震岳 - 爱我别走 (Zhang Zhen Yue - Ai Wo Bie Zhou)
Wo dao le zhe ge shi hou hai shi yi yang
Ye li de ji mo rong yi rang ren bei shang
Wo bu gan xiang de tai duo yin wei wo yi ge ren
ying mian er lai de yue guang la chang shen ying
man wu mu di de zuo zai leng leng de jie
wo mei you ni de xiao xi ying wei wo zai xiang ni
Ai wo bie zou
Ru guo ni shuo, ni bu ai wo
bu yao ting jian ni zhen de shuo chu kou
Zai gei wo yi dian wen rou
Ai wo bie zou
Ru guo ni shuo, ni bu ai wo
bu yao ting jian ni zhen de shuo chu kou
Zai gei wo yi dian wen rou
yea... this is my current on repeat mode song :D no thanks to Mr. S, we are now even more rakus coz when he stop playing the song, i will start playing and when i stopped playing, he pulak start to play... how la like that?
last nite we were listening to the song whilst working and suddenly he say: Eh sing karaoke lor!!
of coz we didnt la... gotta work today leh....
small cow also asked me to go sing k last nite... what is this? sing k night issit? :P
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what's my weekend like this week? erm.... suppose to meet MF tonite. but since he didnt call or confirm, i guess no more lor... but i m definitely meeting small cow after work tonite la :D then tomolo going to find baby Chanel :D
life is really great at the moment actually :D somehow i m in this really happy bubble that makes me smile all the time :D
hope u all have a great weekend and a great week ahead la :D
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