Real update - i hope :D

this is an attempt to somewhat blog properly.... :D

this is what has been occupying me (besides work)


yea... i can work and play at the same time coz there's alot of time waiting for the next crime to happen :D

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went to Sentul the other night as a favour to linda and at the same time play with Baby Chanel. But in the end, we ended up taking some pic (pls forgive the grainy and blur pic coz camera and photographer lousy :P)

went to Allan kor-kor's house and he told us that every year on NYE his flat has the best view of fireworks coz hor, can see fireworks from Titiwangsa, KLCC, KL Tower and Bukit Bintang.... *mental note to self - must try to go there to see for myself :D*

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Conversation with Lady Boss last nite over BKT dinner:

Lady Boss: what are you doing this weekend?
Me: Company trip to A'Formosa, Mlk
Lady Boss: ha? whose company?
Me: My dad and i lor....
Lady Boss: oh... wanna go Jakarta?
Me: ok!
Lady Boss: ........
Lady Boss: wah... no need to ask for what one ah? wanna sell you off damn easy hor?
Me: aiyah, i trust you ma :D so why ah?
Lady Boss: deliver urgent parcel
Me: ok! on! when?
Lady Boss: if go, it's this Saturday night or Sunday. Deliver on Monday, then fly back on Monday.
Me: ok!
Lady Boss: let me confirm with the customer again

:D yea, guess who might be going to JKT this weekend? :D I hope to meet up with Babi and Ibu la :D

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Eirene is hospitalized. and i dont know what happened :( kinda worried too :( i really really really hope she will get well soon lor....

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oh... being the lunar 7th mth and all. i m kinda freaked out. something freaky happened to Baby Chanel after the parents brought her go swimming one night. on the next 3 nights, between 12am - 2am, she kept on screaming and wailing and look at the same direction (window) and tried to open the curtain. anyway, the parents has done some prayers and now all's good now la. but i dengar the story alre, i bulu remang and started to over imagine.

last night couldnt sleep coz i kept hearing my door got ppl keep on knocking and the stray dogs howling..... =.="

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ok. this is my blog attempt. can or not? going off for lunch now.

张震岳 - 爱我别走 (Zhang Zhen Yue - Ai Wo Bie Zhou)

Wo dao le zhe ge shi hou hai shi yi yang
Ye li de ji mo rong yi rang ren bei shang
Wo bu gan xiang de tai duo yin wei wo yi ge ren
ying mian er lai de yue guang la chang shen ying
man wu mu di de zuo zai leng leng de jie
wo mei you ni de xiao xi ying wei wo zai xiang ni

Ai wo bie zou
Ru guo ni shuo, ni bu ai wo
bu yao ting jian ni zhen de shuo chu kou
Zai gei wo yi dian wen rou
Ai wo bie zou
Ru guo ni shuo, ni bu ai wo
bu yao ting jian ni zhen de shuo chu kou
Zai gei wo yi dian wen rou

yea... this is my current on repeat mode song :D no thanks to Mr. S, we are now even more rakus coz when he stop playing the song, i will start playing and when i stopped playing, he pulak start to play... how la like that?

last nite we were listening to the song whilst working and suddenly he say: Eh sing karaoke lor!!

of coz we didnt la... gotta work today leh....

small cow also asked me to go sing k last nite... what is this? sing k night issit? :P

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what's my weekend like this week? erm.... suppose to meet MF tonite. but since he didnt call or confirm, i guess no more lor... but i m definitely meeting small cow after work tonite la :D then tomolo going to find baby Chanel :D

life is really great at the moment actually :D somehow i m in this really happy bubble that makes me smile all the time :D

hope u all have a great weekend and a great week ahead la :D

the weekend...

... that was damn eventful...

so anyway, after pizza making, was hanging out at auntie lisa's place watching tv and dvd (Music & Lyrics - again!!) till about 9ish, sms-ed MF. And sort of made plans for next Saturday. Erm... as i am a silly cow, and silly cows always do silly things, this silly cow actually sent a sort of love email to MF. i know, damn embarrassing, kan? but i really did. and i was curious la, have he read the email in the 1st place? so i asked him and he said no, so i told him to read it 1st before deciding whether still wanna meet on Saturday or not (this is so damn fucking high school right? even i also cannot stand myself :P)

anyway, after reaching home, decided to relax and continue to watch my Taiwanese drama... and then i also dunno how or why, i ended up calling small cow to talk. and small cow and i decided to meet up to continue to chat. by the time she arrive my place was already 11.45pm. and being the silly cows that we are, we ended up going to Red Box in Sunway to sing till 4am :D by the time i reach home and bathe and sleep, it was already 6am.

At ard 11am, Tony called and ask if i wanna go Genting with Baby Chanel and them. of coz want la... coz hor... i dont know when will i see Baby Chanel again :P but damn tiu lor... he asked me to get ready immediately, so i also like blur blur wake up, get ready and wait... and wait... and wait... and i called them at 1pm, they told me they were only just leaving Kota Kemuning (!!!) i could've slept for 1 more precious hour leh.... :P anyway, it's ok la, since we memang intend to check into the hotel (free room!), i figure, i will just crash in the room if i got too tired.

View from the room.... can hear ppl screaming all the time =.="

the comfortable bed.. :D

Baby Chanel fascinated with her mommy's slipper... the pic was taken before she decided that she really really really wish to taste her mommy's slipper (yea, she took a bite on it!) *faints*

After she has lost the tug of war for her mommy's slipper between her Auntie Jessica the Great (what? i AM the GREAT, ok? :P), she got fascinated by mirror's reflections :D

Genting - the weather was hot!! i was actually sweating buckets la... the room was damn nice (obviously newly renovated - coz i dont remember Resort Hotel being so classy :P), donated money to Uncle Lim's family... not much la... just played for the sake of playing. wasnt really in the mood to gamble also... Linda and i were baby sitting Chanel in the room most of the time talking about stuffs. no, i didnt sleep at all, eventho it's damn comfy.. :P anyway, we left Genting at about 9ish and had dinner at Gohtong Jaya before shooting to LCCT to pick mummy and Jiaxin up.

We were damn excited coz we know it's Jiaxin's 1st time on the airplane. on the way to pick them up, we were reminiscing out 1st time airplane experience and it was pretty fun lor... coz we were both damn young, so everything was great, we got free toys and all that... :D anyway, Jiaxin had a horrid experience and she complained with facts all the way from LCCT to Ara Damansara and both Linda and I were laughing our ass off... :P poorthing... 1st time punya airplane experience is such a disappointment for her :P

anyway, by the time they sent me home, it was close to 1am... and i tell ya... i was damn exhausted wei... so tempted to call in sick today... but i have a few jobs to follow-up :( and tomorrow gotta go for the course in Wisma MCA in downtown KL so today have to clear off everything... see see.... seems like a few ppl is sick... Mr. S called in sick, LM left me a msg telling me that she is in MC today. wah.. what is this? call in sick day issit?

ok... i m hungry alre... wanna go for lunch liao :D

i was talking to LM last nite on how fucking busy and crazy the past few weeks has been. been staying back in the office late daily. the earliest time i've ever left office was 8.30pm...

i m exhausted. mentally.

which is a good thing coz the weeks passed by damn fast. it's as if like just yesterday i was playing gin rummy with the karchengs and playing with Baby Chanel (by playing means laugh hysterically without rhyme or reasons coz that's how Baby Chanel got entertained and laugh hysterically as well :P sooooooooooo cute! :D)

i havent been thinking of MF - much lately... too busy... except on the day that i got buta buta scolded. i sms-ed him. but he didnt reply.

so that's that.

anyway, this weekend will be a relaxing one (i hope) gonna just stay at home and read and sleep - i hope. waitaminit, maybe not though....

maybe going up Genting for a one day trip with Linda and Tony and Baby Chanel :D...

whatever it is, it's gonna be a great weekend la :D

So, it's finally my turn to move the big project. You see, we have this customer who has 3 major projects to move stuffs across Asia. So for the past few weeks, I've been helping Lady Boss and Ms Know it All in preparing Form D for those countries that they are sending the stuffs to. And finally, today's my turn to move the stuffs to Bangkok and Singapore. and guess what? not a single soul help me. Ms Know it All decided that today she is not fit enough to come to work. When i called her, she sounded damn energetic and happy. great. why the fuck did i helped her in the 1st place???

anyway, politics here are getting worst. Ms Gan came to me and tell me how she got bullied and all. but i cant comment too much, honestly, i dont wanna get involved. especially when i m not even working for that company!

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just spoken to Linda. she has just given Baby Chanel a new nick name.. SUPER GLUE. coz she was lamenting how she has no time to check email coz Baby Chanel keep on wanting her attention and wanting her to carry. Then i said, but whenever she carry Baby Chanel, she will push and kick her away. :P Then she lament saying that Baby Chanel just want her mommy to be by her side and play with her all the time.... wah... damn demanding hor? :P

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anyway, i forgotten to blog about this.... last saturday, when i went home at night, my next door neighbour's daughter came greeting me as usual (she is about 5yrs old now). and this is what happened:

topless Zara come running to the door:

Zara: jie2 jie2, baru balik, ya?
Me: ya Zara. Zara belum tidur lagi, ya?
Zara: belum. jie2 pakai baju? jie2 jangan pakai baju macam zara, ok?

and i went speechless....

i wanted to corrupt her and say, "iya... jie2 tak kan pakai baju di rumah"

:P

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Ms Asst. Finance Manager just msn-ed me:

little ben little ben little ben
going crazy soon

yea... guess where are we having lunch today? ;)

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i was inadvertly put in a situation that i was uncomfortable. after the whole situation is over, i am left with a bitter and sour aftertaste. what amazed me is how such a simple and inoncent request can turn into something so complicated and bad. human relations really sux la.

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i woke up this morning missing him badly. wanted to give him a call, but i have nothing to say. so i ended up listening to my mp3 and sang out loud. :P

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Just came back from Little Ben :D i am seriously addicted to their food la... wakakakaka...

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ok. i need to get back to work alre....

so much had happened.

1st, lemme tell you about Little Ben Cafe. I think i got overdosed by it. Went there for lunch on Friday, lunch on Saturday, lunch AND tea on Sunday. yea... 4 times in a row in 3 days :D

friday night went dinner with L&L at 100cc in NiuZeXiu... nice! yummy!!! slurpz!

Saturday morning woke up at around 10ish and got ready to go meet Baby Chanel for the 1st time in months... omg... she is do damn cute la :D my little darling :D went lunch at the above mentioned restaurant and everyone there was fighting to carry her. yea. she is a princess :D. after lunch, Linda decided to check out the new Giant at Putra Heights. Got lost a few times, and finally reached there. after look see look see and bought some stuffs, we decided to head over to the Summit for the Popular Bookstore warehouse sale. my god. damn fucking hot wei! and i think we spent like a few house inside there. i only ended up buying a book and a cd :D after that, we headed to the nearby restaurant for dinner (at 5.30pm!). By then the 3 adults were damn tired, but Baby Chanel, she was still hyper. I think she surpass energizer bunny like 1000times! :D but she is still a darling :P, after dinner, we went back to Linda's house and hang out for awhile and then left at ard 8ish. by then i was pretty knackered alre... anyway, Linda passed me some quite old Taiwanese Idol drama, Tokyo Juliet. Heard from Minger that it's quite good (i think that was the show that makes her fell head over heels in love with Wu Zun :P) so i also rakusly too it....

huge fucking mistake.

it's a fucking tragic la... i watched the 1st 2 discs and it was fucking tragic. girl meets boy at age 5 and fell in love with boy and vice versa. fast forward 13 yrs later, girl meets boy again and fell all over in love with each other again, but girl and boy cannot be together coz boy is the girl's greatest enemy's son. so i sms-ed Minger but i ter-sms-ed MF. trust me. not on purpose. i've already deleted his numbers and all the sms from/to him in my phone. anyway, here's the sms:

niama, no one told me this show is a tragic! now even more jiwang! need beer or ais kweem... wanna teman me? :)

no reply from minger.

but suddenly received an sms from a maxis number and i was like... har??

wat show?! I just came reached home from work. damn tired

i thought for a while and look at the numbers, oh... MF. oh. i ter-sent wrong sms again. great. how many times do i have to repeat the same fucking mistake?? so i replied:

Some taiwanese idol drama. Erm, think i sent wrong msg to u again. rest well. good night

and i wish to dig a hole and just hide myself. i think i've already embarrassed myself countless times alre.

i need to unremember his numbers.

i hate myself.

so anyway, sunday came, woke up early and went for early lunch with Lisa. Then when i reached Ara Damansara, took my car and went back to Kota Kemuning again. Apparently abang, taisou and tasya is going over. gin rummy!! yay! :D

went to little ben cafe again for tea and then went back to play gin rummy. Baby Chanel found a new place to play... under the table :P. Linda was joking talking to baby Chanel, saying "Ha, next time you can talk, habis la mummy, mummy cannot play rummy already, becoz you will be saying, mummy mummy, you got red color 5, and mummy mummy, what is that funny looking man... (joker)"

Baby Chanel can only sleep with music on. so she was napping and we were playing rummy and the music was on. bear in mind, she was sleeping for about an hour already. and suddenly the cd ended and she woke up immediately and the parents have to quickly play the music again. Which prompted us to think, so did she actually sleep in the 1st place ah? :P

after playing rummy till about 7pm, we all went out nearby to makan and then balik. by then, i was fucking exhausted already. went home, did some mask, continue with the drama series and decided to sms MF (i've sort of decided not to fight the feelings already.):

Hope ur coming week will be great :)

and he replied:

Thanks, yours too. Mine will be packed with deadlines and meetings at 8.30am. But it should be fine. Night

and i replied:

wow. sounds fun ;)

end.

moral of the whole story is? i m in love with MF. oh yea, i think i sort of wrote a love email to him via FB. lame hor? i also think so. i think i should just disappear from the face of the earth la :D

last nite....

.... i had an extremely quick dinner with LM

.... i went to watch Hannah Montana the Movie. it's FOC ok? :P and the cinema were full of kids :D it was not bad actually. now trying to find her song to download... ya... i am a teeny bopper now... heehee *giggles* (ok, i wish to give myself a slap for that annoying giggles)

.... i saw v0ices, my once every 2 years fuck guy. but no more alre la :D

.... i didnt manage to see Baby Chanel.. :(

.... i fell asleep listening to this over and over and over again:



Ni zui jing bu shuo hua
Zen me le wei shen me
Shi bu shi you shen me shi rang ni bu kuai le
Ting shuo ni zui jin hen gu dan
You dian luan you dian huang
Keshi wo que bu neng gou zai ni de sheng pang
Ni xiang yao de wo que bu neng gou gei ni wo quan bu
Wo neng gei de que bu shi ni xiang yong you de
Wo men bu shi he ye bu xiang ren shu
Hao ji ci wo men bao zhe pi ci dou shi xiang yao ku
Ni chang jie shi zhe yang de yi qie dou zhi shi kai shi
Wo jue de shi suo you de yi qie zao jiu yi jie shu
Bu xiang zai yue su bu yao zai tong ku
Xia yi ci hui you geng hao de qing lu
Ni zui jing bu shuo hua
Zen me le wei shen me
Shi bu shi you shen me shi rang ni bu kuai le
Ting shuo ni zui jin hen gu dan
You dian luan you dian huang
Keshi wo que bu neng gou zai ni de sheng pang
Ni xiang yao de wo que bu neng gou gei ni wo quan bu
Wo neng gei de que bu shi ni xiang yong you de
Wo men bu shi he ye bu xiang ren shu
Hao ji ci wo men bao zhe pi ci dou shi xiang yao ku
Ni chang jie shi zhe yang de yi qie dou zhi shi kai shi
Wo jue de shi suo you de yi qie zao jiu yi jie shu
Bu xiang zai yue su bu yao zai tong ku
Xia yi ci hui you geng hao de qing lu
Ai wo que bu neng gou gei ni wo quan bu
Wo neng gei de que you bu shi ni xiang yao yong you de
Wo men bu shi he ye bu xiang ren shu
Hao ji ci wo men bao zhe pi ci dou shi xiang yao ku
Ni chang jie shi zhe yang de yi qie dou zhi shi kai shi
Wo jue de shi suo you de yi qie zao jiu yi jie shu
Bu xiang zai yue su bu yao zai tong ku
Xia yi ci hui you geng hao de qing lu
Zhe yi ci wo men dou neng hen xing fu

it's raining heavily now. been a long long long time since it last rained so heavily.

i've got nothing to write. but i wish to write something.

i wish to write about MF. but even i am also sick of this topic. but my mind just cant stop thinking of him.... stupid me.

might not see Baby Chanel today afterall :( coz mama Linda and papa Tony is busy tonite... oh well, i hope i dapat to see her tomolo la... i just cant wait to carry and cuddle her :D

it was suppose to be another boring weekend. after work on Saturday, i've stupidly decided not to stock up on food for dinner knowing full well that my plan was to finish up the taiwanese series that i've been watching.... so at around 7ish, i was terribly hungry to the extend of fainting...so i drove out aimlessly, not knowing what to eat... actually i had a few things on my mind, but i was really too lazy to actually find parking :P so i ended up at the usual lok lok place for dinner. i dont know if you've ever had this feeling before or not... i was feeling damn bored with life, with everything. it's like, nothing excites me anymore. even the food i took also tasted weird. so anyway, on the way back, i called Andrew, my ex, in SG. we were talking about stuffs (read: sex) and the next thing i know, he told me he wishes to fuck my cousin, Minger. and i went: eeeewwwwww.... no! that's so wrong is so many ways!

feeling disgusted, i found excuse to hang up the phone and called Minger. yep, she was grossed out. the thing is, i m grossed out by the fact that i've slept with him before and if he sleeps with my cousin, whom i've always treated as a younger sister, it's sooooo weird, no? so anyway, as i was bored, i needed to go out, and i asked Minger if she wannna watch a movie the next day. she wanted to watch Angels and Demons, which Small Cow and i have already watched, but dont mind watching. So dengan rakusnya we decided to watch the morning show coz we knew there will definitely be tickets available on a Sunday morning. Called Small Cow who is on the way to work (midnite shift) and told her about the plan and she also wanna join la... so she bought the tickets. watched the taiwanese show till about 3ish 4, and slept till about 9am when Small Cow called to tell me that she is gonna pick me up. Minger wanted to sleep longer so she is gonna go by herself. the whole want-to-watch-movie-thing is a waste la.... Small Cow and i ended up sleeping in the cinema :P

so anyway, after movie, we lunched and then we all cannot tahan alre and went back to sleep. coz we had dinner plans with Ah Yi and Ah Ma. but on the way back, we realized that it defeats the purpose of having dinner with them coz it will mean that we will be lack of sleep, so we cancelled on them. which is a good thing. the next thing we knew, we woke up at 10pm :P feeling hungry, we decided to go somewhere near to eat. yea right. near my ass. :P we ended up in Jln Alor. :P

Anyway, the highlights of the weekend.

Annoying Bitch Neighbour - I've this neighbour who moved in like a few months back and she is fucking annoying and bitchy. the 1st time i kena her bitchiness was:

scenario 1: i was walking up the stairs and she and her husband was behind me and suddenly in an extremely hiao tone, she say this to her husband: "Nnnnnngggg.... so fat, walk so slow up" yup, she was refering to me =.=" then i let them pass 1st (i know what is courtesy also one, u know?) and they pulak walk damn fucking slow! like wtf??

scenario 2: lm kena from her. that one next time on say la... need graphics one :P

scenario 3: the bitch was dunno hiao-ing with her husband at their door and she was saying things like: "nnnnggggg.... dont want la.... hee hee hee.... *then she saw me and then said* nnnggggg.... fei por come back alre!! *slam the door*"

scenario 4: this one just only happened on saturday nite. so as i was saying i've made plans with small cow and minger to watch movies the next day, and i was feeling much happier la... so whilst i was at the wet area to retrieve my bajus out from the washing machine to hang dry, i started singing out loud... and suddenly, i heard the bitch's voice: "nnnnnggggggggggg haaaarrrrnnnniiiiiiiii the person sing until sooooooooooo horrible!!!" damn fucking tulan lor..... so i called small cow and minger to tell them... and from then on, we kept on calling each other haaaarrrrrniiiiie :P

anyway, another highlight:

so i was waiting for Small Cow to check out the movie time to arrange the time to meet. and i sms-ed: "Honey, remember to check out the movie time ya ;)"

and i was waiting... and waiting... and suddenly, i received an sms from MF:

"wat?"

and i was like damn blur la... why suddenly got sms from him? so i replied:

"har? wat wat?"

and he replied:

"wat movie?"

then only the bloody lightbulb flashed, oh. i tersent sms to him - AGAIN! omg.

anyway, dont really wanna talk about him. so next.

so anyway, Small Cow wanna do passport today. and i told her to go Subang Airport one coz it's the nearest ma... and then ask her to stay a night la... so last night, or rather this morning, i was asking her if her alarm is loud. and she said yea. and i went, louder than mine? and she say she not sure. so i went to set my alarm to ring 1 minute later and i said to her: "see if mine's louder or yours"

.... silence..... (waiting for 1 min ma)

and then suddenly Small Cow say:

"mine's definitely louder"

i went... "...."

and then we both burst into laughter. nia ma! 1 minute la!

anyway, yea, hers is definitely louder :P

oh oh... the final highlight..... last nite, i've confessed my feelings for MF and told him that it's not healthy for me to see him anymore. so yea. end of story, ok? no more MF.

chapter close.

it's all good tho... :D

anyway, yea... i gotta stop now.... need to clear up my stuffs and leave early today....

why??


becoz....


BABY CHANEL IS BACK IN KL!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay! i miss her so much! wanna go play with her tonite :D

Baby Chanel...

.... i miss her so much! look at how much she has grown! :D cute hor?

i know i m being biased. but isnt she the cutest baby ever?? :P

Chanel, Auntie Jessica the Great misses you soooooooooooooo much! :D

Baby Chanel pt 2...

here's Chanel talking to herself :D





cute la... :D

Baby Chanel...

... i love her to bits! :D here's her listening to her fave Christmas song:




and here's another: