so much in my head. gonna burst soon!!
1. hate it when ppl faced with a very simple yes or no question and they over think and think that there's seeham disebalik kuay teow or something and answer the question with another question or gimme crap answers like maybe, i dont know, i m not sure. harlow?? yes means yes! no means no! make up your fucking mind can or not??
2. some ppl have so much bitterness inside themselves that they cant stand other ppl being happy. they are that kind of person who brings a needle everywhere they go so that they can pop everyone's happiness bubbles whereever they go.
3. i dont know how many times i've said this before, and i will say it again. i seriously think that ppl who born in one particular year is the most illogical species ever! except ifer la. all of them have the same trait, illogical, fickle minded, bitter, thinks that the whole fucking world owes them something and are all trying to get on my nerves. you'd be surprise how many of these ppl are around me and i think i am just gonna go slit my wrist and die or something to get the hell out of them! seriously. every single one of them that i've met are like that. something went wrong in that year issit? nia ma
4. when you treat me nice, i acknowledge it by being doubly nice to you. but that does not i m a fucking welcome mat that you can fucking step all over! and no, i dont have patience for such attitude. so dont blame me for cutting ties.
5. it is very obvious that they are guilty of their bitchiness or they are really a bunch of attention seeking nobodies that's why they need to troll on others and get all perasan over others entries.
6. money cannot buy everything. honestly. i was really down last nite over many incidents that happened yesterday and someone msg me via fb asking me if i need help and if there is anything they can do. by that they mean if i need to borrow money. harlow, money is not the only problem in this world. can dont be so shallow? and i dont need your help coz i know you guys will be bitching about helping for the rest of my life. once bitten twice shy. so no, i dont need these hypocritical help. thank you very much.
7. work is getting worst each day. i kept on asking myself why the fuck am i still here working with bunch of selfish political idiots. the social situation in the office is so damn bad until everyone wants to stab everyone on the back. either that, or there's this tidak apa attitude. cargo damage? it's ok la. customer is dropping us? it's ok la. customer needs the job to be done urgently? ok la, i will get it done in 10yrs time. conclusion? i get fucking left right centre by customers. it's getting really frustrating to be blamed for things that i am not able to control.
8. i do not like to be approached for advise when you clearly already made up your mind. seriously, why do u even bother wasting our time, breath and saliva?
9. respect is something you need to earned and not forced upon. you have done so many stupid idiotic unethical things around us and you are forcing people to respect you?? please la, go look at urself in the mirror and see what is there to be respect?? now u are claiming that ppl 'no big no small' u very big meh? i dont think so lor.... *ptui*
Showing posts with label PMS. Show all posts
Showing posts with label PMS. Show all posts
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Monday, May 25, 2009
the weekend that were suppose to be uneventful
went to visit a colleague on Saturday after work. it was a sudden thing, there i was chatting and minding my own business (after office hours alre), suddenly Lady Boss announced to all of us: "Ok! Shut down NOW! we are all leaving to see A!" and so dengan rakus-nya, i just say "Bye" to everyone and shut down. only to find out this morning that a certain small cow thinks i wanted to start a war with her. stupid cow.
So anyway, the baby is really cute... the stories the newly crowned parents were telling us makes me even more adamant that i'll never ever wanna have kids - EVER! damn fucking gross and disgusting and painful wei!!!
we left her place at around 4ish 5 and i was too grossed out to entertain anyone alre. ok la, my mood memang not really good alre, so damn fucking hot, Ms Know It All brought her daughter who is so damn fucking hyperactive that i wish to just strangle her to death! yep, i was anti-kids that day. so after that, i went back and i've decided to just hole up in the house for the rest of the day coz, seriously, i was really anti-social.
i dont really remember what i did. i think i watched some dvds. and then fell asleep listening to "Ban Qing Ge" over and over and over and over again.
woke up on sunday extremely early. laze around, watch some dvds and then got ready to go out. Small Cow and i bought tix for wolverine (i know, i know, i damn lambat only watch, but better late than never mah...) and Night At The Museum 2. after gotten ready, i sms-ed her only to find out that she is not on the way yet. so i continue with my dvd. Small Cow came over not long after and asked me to drive as she needs to eat the food that Ah Ma tapau-ed for her. On the way to the cinema, my mood still weren't that good and she suggested we go sing k after the movie. so dengan rakus-nya, after the movie, we drove all the way to Bukit Tinggi to sing and have dinner. Wah... damn worth it leh.... dah lah dapat 20% discount for members, we sang from 7.30pm till 3am and we only paid 30something for everything (buffet dinner and supper, free flow of drinks and tidbits)!!
Woke up this morning with this song playing in my mind over and over and over again...
this is like so damn fucking conflicting right? i feeling exactly like that 1st song above and yet, this 2nd song kept on playing in my mind!
i am going crazy.
omg... i AM crazy! i am currently planning an ONS with this guy from SG who is coming to KL next month! will i do it? or will i chicken out? :P
oh oh oh... yesterday when we were in karaoke, Small Cow chose Beyond's Hai Kuo Tian Kong and omg... they all look so damn fucking fuckable! :P
ok, i know it's wrong, i know i am suppose to feel sad and all... but i did, i really did feel sad watching this, infact, almost cry... but you cannot deny leh... they all look so damn fucking fuckable! :P
oohh.... today got free lunch in office! :D which is good coz hor... i damn smart, i forgotten to bring money to work..... =.=" this morning when i sleep, i remember that i need to bring the money to work coz my purse only left with RM2. but i was too tired and lazy to take the money out from the hiding place. then this morning when i woke up, i remembered too. but i needed to get ready for work. then on the way to work only i baru teringat... !@@#@$#@$#%$%^%^^%& forgotten to bring money! *bang head on the wall*
oh oh.... i m currently craving for Chilli's Mash Potatoes.... *looks at LM and Small Cow* wanna deliver them to me? :P since Chilli's has a branch in MV ;)
ok la... i dont know wat to type anymore alre.
wait... got things to say one...
Mr S got called into Big Boss' room this morning and we heard shoutings and screamings. 30mins later, Finger and i got called in. i got a bit the indignant. Mr S is telling Big Boss that he is affected by the fights that me and Finger are having. I feel indignant coz Mr S is always fighting with Finger at a louder level. How come he is complaining about us??? Anyway, i need to find a better job and leave soon la...
So anyway, the baby is really cute... the stories the newly crowned parents were telling us makes me even more adamant that i'll never ever wanna have kids - EVER! damn fucking gross and disgusting and painful wei!!!
we left her place at around 4ish 5 and i was too grossed out to entertain anyone alre. ok la, my mood memang not really good alre, so damn fucking hot, Ms Know It All brought her daughter who is so damn fucking hyperactive that i wish to just strangle her to death! yep, i was anti-kids that day. so after that, i went back and i've decided to just hole up in the house for the rest of the day coz, seriously, i was really anti-social.
i dont really remember what i did. i think i watched some dvds. and then fell asleep listening to "Ban Qing Ge" over and over and over and over again.
woke up on sunday extremely early. laze around, watch some dvds and then got ready to go out. Small Cow and i bought tix for wolverine (i know, i know, i damn lambat only watch, but better late than never mah...) and Night At The Museum 2. after gotten ready, i sms-ed her only to find out that she is not on the way yet. so i continue with my dvd. Small Cow came over not long after and asked me to drive as she needs to eat the food that Ah Ma tapau-ed for her. On the way to the cinema, my mood still weren't that good and she suggested we go sing k after the movie. so dengan rakus-nya, after the movie, we drove all the way to Bukit Tinggi to sing and have dinner. Wah... damn worth it leh.... dah lah dapat 20% discount for members, we sang from 7.30pm till 3am and we only paid 30something for everything (buffet dinner and supper, free flow of drinks and tidbits)!!
Woke up this morning with this song playing in my mind over and over and over again...
this is like so damn fucking conflicting right? i feeling exactly like that 1st song above and yet, this 2nd song kept on playing in my mind!
i am going crazy.
omg... i AM crazy! i am currently planning an ONS with this guy from SG who is coming to KL next month! will i do it? or will i chicken out? :P
oh oh oh... yesterday when we were in karaoke, Small Cow chose Beyond's Hai Kuo Tian Kong and omg... they all look so damn fucking fuckable! :P
ok, i know it's wrong, i know i am suppose to feel sad and all... but i did, i really did feel sad watching this, infact, almost cry... but you cannot deny leh... they all look so damn fucking fuckable! :P
oohh.... today got free lunch in office! :D which is good coz hor... i damn smart, i forgotten to bring money to work..... =.=" this morning when i sleep, i remember that i need to bring the money to work coz my purse only left with RM2. but i was too tired and lazy to take the money out from the hiding place. then this morning when i woke up, i remembered too. but i needed to get ready for work. then on the way to work only i baru teringat... !@@#@$#@$#%$%^%^^%& forgotten to bring money! *bang head on the wall*
oh oh.... i m currently craving for Chilli's Mash Potatoes.... *looks at LM and Small Cow* wanna deliver them to me? :P since Chilli's has a branch in MV ;)
ok la... i dont know wat to type anymore alre.
wait... got things to say one...
Mr S got called into Big Boss' room this morning and we heard shoutings and screamings. 30mins later, Finger and i got called in. i got a bit the indignant. Mr S is telling Big Boss that he is affected by the fights that me and Finger are having. I feel indignant coz Mr S is always fighting with Finger at a louder level. How come he is complaining about us??? Anyway, i need to find a better job and leave soon la...
Friday, May 22, 2009
things are pretty fucked up in my life currently... why:
work: i m working with a group of idiots and a few bitches. referring to today's earlier post on the job, they just bitched about me without knowing i m still in the office, or so i thought. right after they bitched, ms know it all suddenly said: "Big Cow! what time you going back??" omg.... can u imagine?? is this a new style of bitching that i do not know of and i need to master??? i keep on thinking... which is worst? working with my dad or working here.... i dont know... it's so depressing....
love: over
social: i seems to be at war with everyone around me at the moment. i know it's prolly pms. but i m so tulan with almost everyone that i wish to fucking just drive off and get myself killed somewhere...
i m feeling fucking depressed right now actually. i seriously hate myself at the moment. logically speaking, i know it's pms. i know, really, i do! but feeling wise, aarrgghhh!!! i just feel like killing myself to get away from everything and everyone. see how fucked up i am?
work: i m working with a group of idiots and a few bitches. referring to today's earlier post on the job, they just bitched about me without knowing i m still in the office, or so i thought. right after they bitched, ms know it all suddenly said: "Big Cow! what time you going back??" omg.... can u imagine?? is this a new style of bitching that i do not know of and i need to master??? i keep on thinking... which is worst? working with my dad or working here.... i dont know... it's so depressing....
love: over
social: i seems to be at war with everyone around me at the moment. i know it's prolly pms. but i m so tulan with almost everyone that i wish to fucking just drive off and get myself killed somewhere...
i m feeling fucking depressed right now actually. i seriously hate myself at the moment. logically speaking, i know it's pms. i know, really, i do! but feeling wise, aarrgghhh!!! i just feel like killing myself to get away from everything and everyone. see how fucked up i am?
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