disgusted

so here i m slogging away trying to clear all the backlogs before cny (no thanks to Mr. S), i chance upon something which disgust me.

u see, i do stalk on him on and off and today, to take a break from all those mind boggling numbers in the reports, i decided to stalk him again. and what i read disgust me. not him. but the post that was meant for her. apparently she has been trying to be friend friend with him so that she can bitch about her. But he, being the ever gentlemen told her to fuck off in a nicer way. Way to go J!

i've always have great respect for him sans his over emo-ness sometimes. but then again, she usually have the affect on ppl whom loves her way too much. Especially Virgos.

anyway, back to the disgust that i m feeling. what are YOU trying to prove/do ah? so, she dumps you. but it's ALL your fucking doing! she told you so many countless times she loves you, but NOOOOOOOOOO you let your own insecurities take over the relationship AND then BLAME her for not being able to take it and in the end dump you. There's only so many times a person can reassure another person how much she loves her. and everytime she has reassured you, you decided it's not enough and you NEED to milk more of it out of her. AND then, YOU turn around and play the victim card like a sad little puppy with it's tail between it's legs.

i m seriously fucking disgusted with you. you are too 'malu' to face us, her friend. whose doing is that?? YOURS! not hers at all! so fucking move on with your fucking life and stop being another psycho bitch in her life!

niamaccbknnwtftnsbbqsauce!

bitchy post...

... not for those who easily terasa....

Bitch Post #1

i think some ppl are just plain cunning and dungu. i suspect the whole drama of do you love me? you dont love me, do you? is just an excuse to break off with her. YOU want to break up with her, but YOU dont wanna be the 'bad' person in the relationship, so YOU decided to play this drama card knowing full well she cant take. I mean, if it's one time she break off with you over those statement, i will understand, it's ur insecurities playing tricks.... but it's like, what? 4-5 times SAME OLD FUCKING argument! i seriously think you are just mind fucking her. YOU wanna dump her coz YOU think the relationship is too expensive, but YOU are too chicken shit to admit that $ is the factor, so YOU decided to mind fuck her to make her dump YOU then, to make it seems like YOU are the pitiful victim, YOU decided YOU need to dramatize it further to repel her permanently from YOUR life by constantly sending stupid inane sms-es to her. Bloody hell, what the fuck do you want from her la?? Stupid cunt! this is the most stressful relationship i've ever seen her go into. Every few days YOU will start with your insecurities dramas when she has been patiently telling YOU that she loves you no matter what. But, no..... you are either too damn fucking stupid to fucking understand her fucking reassurance OR you are damn fucking disappointed that you can't get rid of her with all these nonsense drama, that's why YOU decided to add more fuel to the drama. Evil cunt! YOU KNOW BLOODY DAMN WELL SHE HAS BLOODY HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE! JUST FUCKING LET HER GO ALREADY!

damn fucking tulan lor. niama cipet! seriously, with a GIRLFRIEND like you, she dont need any enemies at all! YOU are slowly killing her! bitch! cunt! get out of her life!

Bitch Post #2

So we went to a party recently and met up with old friends. The best surprise of it all was to meet Mel Mel again. I've always like Mel Mel coz she is damn fucking funny and cute. :D Got to know new friends. One of them stands out the most. NOT because she is funny/nice/cute (she is la, but that's another story all together) BUT because she revealed something really juicy. She is the ex of someone whom i really dislike. Let's start naming the characters of this bitchy post:

KK - the girl whom i've met recently
TI - the girl whom i despise who is also KK's ex
SD - the girl whom i despise most (whom i may have or may not have blogged about her before)

sound messy? So anyway, apparently, KK and TI were in a loving relationship close to a year and suddenly one day, TI decided to dump KK without any reasons. Then 1 week later, KK learnt that TI and SD has hooked up. anyway, that's not really my concern, since bitches are meant to be together :D But what is so juicy is, on January 13 (or is it 12?), TI and SD had a huge fight and they almost break up. And TI being a slut, went running to KK and they fucked! (at this point when i heard this, i was gloating. my my, what a juicy piece of article i can write. but KK gave us a gag order. But since i am changing all their names, if anyone reading this post terasa and think it's them, then too bad lor. i cant stop you for being such a perasan bitch, can i? :D) Yes! FUCKED! as in had sex! meaning to say, TI cheated on SD. wahahahahahahahahahahahahah karma is great, isnt it? so, if you think you are SD, yes! You have been cheated on! whahahahaahhahaahhaahahahahahah and YES i am LAUGHING AT YOUR FACE!!!!! wahahhaahahahahhaahahahhaahahahahahahaha!

i know i m fucking bitchy. but at this point of time, i dont really care. coz i m bleeding soon. whahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

sympathy... (claws out)

... is what i feel for those moronic uncreative bitches who needed to give each other stupid and silly names to make themselves feel belonged/accepted somewhere. *waves* (yep, my sharpenned claws are out again :D)

ya, i m starting it again :D what to do. bleeding soon mah, so pms-ing lor. so mah rant and bitch about those easy targets lor :D

why suddenly decided to bitch and rant about them? backside itchy lor... went stalking and saw some stuffs that makes me have mixed feelings... lemme identify it out ah..

amused:
1. that they think they are so cool and close knitted when in actual fact they do bitch about each other behind each other's back :D
2. that there are really such sad and pathetic uncreative bunch of ppl out there that are secretly in awed with Small Cow and I that they copy soooooooooooooo many stunts (that we deemed normal coz we are uniquely crazy :D) from us (which Small Cow blogged about it like ages ago) that they treated as if like it's their original idea *shakes head* lemme tell you something, copy cats, no matter how much you copy us, you will NEVER be as fun as us. why? coz are unique :D

annoyed:
1. hypocrites annoys the hell outta me. :D and they are a bunch of them (except for a few la :D)
2. that there are such uncreative ppl out there. really one, i cannot believe it myself. i mean like come on la, wanna have fun, just have fun la, why wanna steal ppl's idea of fun leh? you know, if you all have more self confidence and if you all are really that close knitted, no matter what you all do or where you all do it, it will be fun, no need to steal ppl's idea one :D

sympathetic:
1. at the bunch of sheeps. no brains of their own. have to copy ppl. so sad for you all la :D

disgusted/honored:
1. refer to the reasons above :D

you know, we can actually list out a whole long list of stuffs that were copied from our ideas and publish a book outta it la :D how pathetic can you guys be ah? *shakes head in disgust*

oh oh... copy idea also la nevermind, the best part of it all is hor, copy idea, copy the EXACT location and copy the EXACT reason. omg. pathetic.

they are just like a bunch of those imitation LV bags in Petaling Street. No matter how real they look, they are still inferior to the real deal :D

As such, lemme teach you all new words la :D



Main Entry:
copy·cat
Pronunciation:
\-ˌkat\
Function:
noun
Usage:
often attributive
Date:
1896

1 : one who imitates or adopts the behavior or practices of another
2 : an imitative act or product



Main Entry:
pa·thet·ic
Pronunciation:
\pə-ˈthe-tik\
Function:
adjective
Etymology:
Middle French or Late Latin; Middle French pathetique, from Late Latin patheticus, from Greek pathētikos capable of feeling, pathetic, from paschein (aor. pathein) to experience, suffer — more at pathos
Date:
1598

1 : having a capacity to move one to either compassionate or contemptuous pity
2 : marked by sorrow or melancholy : sad
3 : pitifully inferior or inadequate

Moron and Someone whom i've grown to respect

doing some self analyzing this morning. i seriously loath those morons. actually, i only loath one moron. :D the others, i couldnt be arsed about them. no, actually, i m pretty impressed with the other person (yes, khian, i am talking about you). at least her blog post is still pretty real and has substance, unlike the moron (dah la england tak powderful enough, substance put takde and most of the time, in 1 post she self contradict herself a lot. a true sign of a moronic person :D *waves at moron*).

ok, the self analyzing part. i loath her. and somehow i still stalk on their blogs, eventho i cant stand the moron's writings :P (no need to lie to the world that i DON'T stalk, when i DO :D and i know they do too). so anyway, as i was saying, i do stalk on their blog and i know they do (any idiots also can see la, duh). we seriously loath each other alot :D really a hell out of alot. i loath the moron coz she is simply too manipulative and cunning, the villian in those hk/taiwanese/japanese/korean drama series.

khian, i am not talking about you yet, so butt out for a moment.

so anyway, as i said, we loath each other, and we stalk each others blogs eventho we loath each other. it's a pretty stupid thing to do, no? so i started analyzing (yes, i do that sometimes) and then i realized, none of us are willing to stop stalking each other coz we loath each other so much to the extend that we want to know EVERYTHING about the other party. be it to defend ourselves, or to get more ammunition to attack each other, we just dont want to lose out. think kiasu-ism :D and then i started thinking, this is gonna be like a never ending thing and i dont have much patience for this long drama anymore (what is this? some thousand over episodes hokkien drama, meh? :D).

conclusion is, i am gonna stop stalking them completely. this is getting stale and i am getting bored. and that doesnt mean that i m putting up a white flag. i see it as useless to stoop so low to fight with a moron :D you guys are still welcome to stalk on me, who knows, once in awhile when i m in a bad mood, i might use the moron as my easy target again :D and that also doesnt mean that i m putting my guard down. trust me, i've so far made 2 police reports on the previous comment received from "Bruised" and also on the statcounter report :D

khian, i've read you entry the other day about your mom and you. that was what i meant about the homosexuals in my past entries - homosexuals has it tough in our society, coz more than half of our society are homophobics and it's sad *shakes head*. i dont mean this as a malicious or gloating post. i know it's hard. be true to yourself. the most important thing is you need to understand yourself and love yourself 1st before you can give in and think about other's feelings. guilt trip from parents can be a bitch. i know. my parents are the biggest drama king/queen on earth and they just love to give me guilt trip once in awhile. Being homosexual doesnt make you less of a daughter to your mom. :D *show peace sign*