From hopeful to cynical

When I was growing up, just like any young girls, I always fantasized about finding my one true love and I always believed that there is definitely someone out there waiting for me to appear just like I am waiting for him to appear in my life.

Every crush (and there are damn a lot) that I had, I always thought that he could be THE ONE - only he doesn’t know it yet. Nope never happened

After a few failed relationships, I think my heart is finally dead. I am now very cynical about love and I have long given up the idea of someone out there waiting for me to appear and vice versa. And I also think it is too late. I could have missed my ship.

I am destined to be forever alone. Oh well