this is a blog. this is where I, Big Cow, have mental diarrhea most of the time.
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
... (the lack of it) doesnt make me depressed. that"s what i've realized recently. i've been in debts and depression for so long that i always thought that my depression is somewhat triggered by the lack of money. but no leh. i m debt freenow with a lil excess and i realized i m more depressed than ever.
the thoughts of killing myself is getting stronger. i seriously hate my job. my life. my everything.