that's how i've always felt all my life.
no, i m not wallowing in self pity at all. i m frustrated. i m feeling indignant. i m feeling hurt. but not self pity.
staying positive takes a lot of effort. an effort which i think is a complete waste of time.
people just dont get or see my rationale/logic. so people tend to assume things. cant really blame them actually, coz i dont really tell ppl things.
but whatever it is, i do appreciate the gestures, thank you.
i dont know what to say or elaborate anymore.