i m losing my mind soon.

i tried to conjure some positive thoughts over the weekend, but i cant.

i am beginning to think Banana Chan is right. why fight the negativities? i should just embrace it. so that when more negativities happened to me, i wont feel so down and shitty.

i am lonely. i feel lonely eventho i have friends around me.

i feel orphaned.

i m still very hurt.

i m fucked up.