i m losing my mind soon.
i tried to conjure some positive thoughts over the weekend, but i cant.
i am beginning to think Banana Chan is right. why fight the negativities? i should just embrace it. so that when more negativities happened to me, i wont feel so down and shitty.
i am lonely. i feel lonely eventho i have friends around me.
i feel orphaned.
i m still very hurt.
i m fucked up.