i m so sick and tired of being sooooooo... erm... wussy? i mean like hell you guys need to be constantly reminded of how much i love him and want him and how it is so damn fucking impossible to be with him....

yea. i also damn sick of it alre.

i think i m sort of addicted to the small cow. didnt meet her last nite and i missed her making me =.=" :P

oh, tomorrow is the company's bbq and everyone is bringing somebody. me? i am coming alone... everyone's busy.... i cant possibly bring... erm.. forget it.

so anyway, yea... i think the bbq should be fun la.... free flow of booze and mosquitoes.... :P which reminds me, need to buy man heong... :P