Updates!!!

 So.... I have moved to Damansara Perdana since April this year.

Lots of things had happened! When I first decided to move to KL, I gave myself a short list of things to achieve!

1. Spiritual Journey

I want to plant myself in a church then join a Cell Group and then get baptised. So before I come here, I had a list of churches that I wanted to check out. DUMC were my priority but I was very reluctant coz I takut ramai orang. I was also considering SIB and Every Nation. Both also big big churches. The 1st church i visited was SIB coz Yu Pei goes there - so she teman me. I know Andrew Chong (AC) also attend that church and i know he serves there too... but i didnt want to mahfan him to teman me since - you know - he serving the church means he will be busy ma. I had a good 1st experience at SIB. But still reluctant to commit coz my heart tells me to check out DUMC. Then the following week were Good Friday and YP asked me wanna attend GF service in SIB or not. Ok ah! I went.... then..... i kena very bad anxieties attack. Too many human! I started to get super scared and started to shake like mad! Very thankful that YP where there la... she was very calm and kept trying to calm me down until we reached my car. 2 days later, I attended Kingdom City at the invitation of an FB friend. She know about my attacks and told me she will be there for me if i kena again in KC. She didnt tell me how huge KC was. I went KC with no idea of how KC is like. I just thought i am going there to celebrate Jesus' resurrection. But i got the impression we go there to worship the founding Pastor! So I didnt like it there. Told Uncle Victor about the experience and he suggest i try DUMC-MD. It is a smaller branch from the main church which is super near where i am staying and his god daughter Purdy attends that church too. So i got AC to teman me. We attended, I immediately like how small the church is - but i still got mild anxieties attack. Merissa, sweet sweet Merissa, rescued me to a corner and talked to me and calmed me down. And that is when I know DUMC-MD is my home church this season. Since then, I have joined the same CG as Purdy and made fast friends with her and the other Jessica (AKA Ah Leng). I may be biased, but my CG friends are pretty awesome people! Of coz where there are human, there will be drama - especially everyone have different life experiences but we are all still getting to know each other la. As for getting baptised, we have a date already! It will be on 17 May 2026!! Yay!

2.Volunteer at KSK again!

Although I havent touch base with KSK for 12yrs, I have always have passion for this cause. I really enjoy serving the homeless and urban poor. Mainly for my own fulfilment la. I dont wanna be a hypocrite and act like i am super selfless. I am not la. haha. I like the feeling I get every time i served the clients. I feel good that I am helping the less fortunate. Anyways, it took me a few mths to finally decided to msg KSK again to volunteer. Also coz Justin Cheah didnt reply me! At first I msged him to ask him if there is slot for me to volunteer ma, then he replied me that last min cannot slot me in. Then a few weeks later i msged him again, this time terus tak baca my msg! So I also macam lazy to find out how to volunteer again. Coz I heard a lot of changes since 12yrs ago! Anyways, a week after i msg KSK, they finally replied me and told me the only slot they have available are the Food Rescue program that is happening on weekdays between 11am-2pm. Basically the task is to drive to the collection point (can be anywhere they assign us to) and collect the food and deliver to the less fortunates like orphanage or old folks homes (also up to them to assign us). But the criteria is need 2 volunteers each time. I started asking AC and my CG friends but none of them are free. So I told KSK i cant, coz i dont have another volunteer. Then they reply me that saturday street distribution got slot and asked if i am interested. of coz laaaaaa... that was what i wanted in the first place! I asked in FB who wanna teman me and Christine replied and we went together! We did Tun Perak route. Which is one of the easiest route (based on our 12yrs ago experience ahhh) - but i totally overestimated myself. I totally forgotten I am no longer as fit as 12yrs ago (and i wasnt even fit 12yrs ago!!!!), and I ended up overexerted myself and puked and lausaied like mad after!! and I was sort of bedridden for 2 or 3 days! very dasyat! I had to kept on chatting with ChatGPT to ask what are the stuffs i can eat and drink! very kelian you know?? hahaha! Anyways, I terus msg KSK and tell them I would like to permanently volunteer for Static Distribution instead and they put me at Medan Tuanku! I have been volunteering there for almost 2 months since! And I am super loving it la! Now I am trying to get one of my CG friend, Chriselle to volunteer with me for the Food Rescue. But she doesnt really seem interested though! haha!

3. Reconnect with old friends in KL

So far, have reconnected with Effie and Ay Ping (OCBC girls), met up with Gladys a few times coz she is staying super near me, met Yee Ling (my housemate from college days) and still trying to sync time with Abbie to meet! The rest? Well, they know I have moved to KL but they didnt approach me to meet, so it is ok ba. hahahah

Ok, i wanna end this update liao. Actually. i logged in here because i wanted to blog about my thoughts on death but now i am too sleepy liao! hahaahahahahaha

See when I have the mood to log in again and see if i have to mood to share about my thoughts on death ba