OMG... i just sent an email to HIM! the guy high up on the pedestal :P it's HIS bday today. i wonder if he will reply? omg... my heart goes beepopbeepop again... it's HIM!!! the guy on my pedestal! ok ok... pls ignore the fact that he is married with a beautiful daughter for awhile, can? :P

why am i doing this anyway? sigh... :P