... i just cant help feeling disappointed. disappointed over the fact that fate hates me. yea. really one.
disappointed coz i feel that he didnt try hard enough - i know i am being unfair. i know, seriously, i know. but i just cant help feeling like that
maybe coz i've had great anticipation of the date. i dont know. ok, i know. i am fucked.
honestly speaking, it's me, it's not him. i need to change.
my heart hurts damn alot.
i miss him damn alot.
i feel damn miserable being disappointed at him when it's not even his fault. wtf is wrong with me?
i hate myself.