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Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Ok. I got sucked into the guilt and shed some tears in the office just now. I am sorry for not making an effort to keep in contact and i m sorry for pushing him away when he knew i was feeling extremely down and i m extremely sorry that the last conversation we had, i fought with him. And i m sorry for not making up with him and now he is gone. Seriously, i m a bad bad person. I should go slit my wrist or something! Why him? He is really a very nice guy! How come those ppl that ought to die (like that cab driver rapist) didn't die and a nice person like him passed on? Why am i so 'jin kak'? Why do i wait till it's too late to make amends alre only feel guilty? He is only 34yrs and 4 days old :-( I hope he is at a truly better place now. You'll be missed, Leow :-(

7 comments:

  1. life is like this and also unpredictable... and death will not resolve any issue.... let's pray your fren is in a better place !

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  2. his memorial service is 8 pm this evening.

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  3. Hi Khim10, thanks. I went to Singapore 2 days ago to bid my final farewell to him. Do i know u? :)

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  4. Oh, and Khim10, the memorial this evening is at his place or the church? A few of our classmates would like to go.

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  5. sorry -- i replied adi but not sure if u've rec'd it

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  6. Hi Khim10. No wor.. do you have an email address? maybe we can communicate there?

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