tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6809943145118477353.post4091654300264737464..comments2023-06-01T19:28:11.627+08:00Comments on Diary of an angsty Big Cow: randomness is the word of the day... wait... it's more like ranting is the word of the day....Big Cowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16336534148427302007noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6809943145118477353.post-1947390933121298502009-10-09T14:28:48.087+08:002009-10-09T14:28:48.087+08:00morbid. very. *shaking head*. it sent me right bac...morbid. very. *shaking head*. it sent me right back into my cave for awhile. Lols. dont worry about not having plans after that. Nothing in life is planned anyway. Just take in whatever shit throws our way with a dash of optimism. That one, we have a choice. <br /><br />p/s: it is only scary if we perceived it to be.Redbabehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06359105787249822979noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6809943145118477353.post-41493849770123112972009-10-08T16:01:04.230+08:002009-10-08T16:01:04.230+08:00thanks for the words of encouragement, Redbabe :P
...thanks for the words of encouragement, Redbabe :P<br /><br />the thing is, i've had this plan to kill myself at the age of 35. i've planned this since i was in primary school (yes, i m that morbid, actually :P)<br /><br />and now that 35 is creeping up, i a bit worried i might not do it. and if i dont do it, what's next? what am i suppose to do next with my life? i've never Big Cowhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16336534148427302007noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6809943145118477353.post-76313862988769954852009-10-08T14:37:29.722+08:002009-10-08T14:37:29.722+08:00*gasp(10x)* lols.
consciously be strong. control ...*gasp(10x)* lols.<br /><br />consciously be strong. control your mindfulness. you understand depression. you can overcome it. dont let it conquer you with negatively. life only begins at 35. :)<br /><br />as for those creeps, they are everywhere. if they dont add value to your life, just deduce them. Is there even such a word as 'deduce'? lols... I know you know what i mean.Redbabehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06359105787249822979noreply@blogger.com